#27, I dont understand

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I just don't understand anymore.
The world around me, no matter what happens, it keeps on turning.
Yet MY world, if the slightest thing goes wrong, can feel like it stops.

Why does this happen?
Why can something, that should mean nothing, make me want to end my life?
Something that even when I look back on it, don't understand if that could have had anything to do with it.

What is the reason behind it?
The reason behind all these horrible thoughts invading my mind.
Thoughts that I just can't control when others can.

I just don't understand
Why my world seems to be so different then others.
But I guess, it could be exactly the same, there all just good at hiding it as well.

Okay so more of a saying, and kinda my thoughts as well, I guess, this was going through my head and then I just wrote it down slightly different from my thoughts. Yeah anyway, hope you enjoyed.

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