{Eliz's POV}
I woke up screaming from a terrible nightmare about Sadie killing herself. I was so terrified that I couldn't sleep again. I looked at the clock and it was still 3 am. Recalling my dreams made me shiver and terrified.
After, thinking of possibilities why I had that nightmare the closest I got to was maybe it was because of last night's party.
I recall last night thinking about how Sadie acted. After Zayn left, she wasn't the same. At least she was laughing before he arrived, but after that she has been quiet in deep thoughts. I was- am scared for her, whatever she was thinking was really something. It wasn't just that behavior that was odd, whenever the boys asks or tell her something, she answers in a very low voice and she always smiles- fake smiles.
She thinks I don't notice, but I do. She's been my best friend for 10 years and for all those years she went through the drastic changes of her personality she hasn't been like this. Ever. And for the record, by the drastic changes of her personality I mean the way she has been the weird smart kid Sadie, the self-conscious Sadie, the in love Sadie, the heartbroken Sadie, the sarcastic Sadie, heck even the drunk Sadie.
The question that I still don't have an answer for is, what the heck is she going to do this time?
I still remember that day Zayn told the whole school ungrateful words to Sadie. It was Valentines Day, sophomore year. Sadie finally decided on telling Zayn about her feelings with- and I'm not very proud of this- some encouragement from me. She made a letter telling everything and I mean everything. Things she like about Zayn, the first time she saw him, how she stalks him, how she envies the other girls, everything.
It happened during lunch. Sadie was trying to get Zayn alone to give the letter to him and it just so happens that he was entering the cafeteria. Sadie walked towards him and as she was facing Zayn, unluckily he was with his friends. Even though he had the reputation of being "The Bradford Bad Boi," Zayn has a lot of friends and was very popular. Zayn noticed Sadie and gave her a look that I wasn't quite familiar with.
"What do you want?" Zayn asked examining Sadie's face. Sadie looked white as sheet and her hands were trembling. "And do I know you?" Zayn added while they all laughed. This caught the whole cafeteria's attention.
"Uhm..." Sadie trailed, still trembling. So instead she handed the letter. It was a bad move, very very bad move. Zayn soon read the letter out loud.
"Dear Zayn, you probably don't know me, but I know you. You're the guy that I'm in love with. *scoffs*. I love everything about you. I love the way you smile and the way you talk and the way you just don't care about the world. I don't even care if you know me because the thing is I loved you since I was a little girl and I know everything about you. I know that you can sing, I know that deep inside you have a kind heart, I know how you feel conflicted with your life..." Zayn read.
Sadie was smiling tenderly, some other girls were giving 'awws'. For one second, he had me believing that deep inside, he really does care about Sadie. That's until, he finished reading the letter and said- for all other things he could have said- "What the hell is this bullshit?" I looked around to see some other girls smiling the boys laughed with Zayn.
That's when the school turned into a jungle. Zayn rips of the paper as he say something in Sadie's ear making tears welled out of her eyes. I never knew what he said, but it mus have been really really bad. Zayn and his friends walked past Sadie as she kneels in tears then everybody started throwing food at her, calling her names. As I took her home, all i could think of was what have I done?
A/N Happy Valentines Day yesterday ya'll! This chapter is sort of flashback and sorry if it's kinda cliché. Though, how mean was Zayn huh? And it was Valentines Day! Who would treat a girl like that on freaking Valentines day?
Anywho, some drama coming up. On that note, here's the TEASER FOR NEXT CHAPTER:
"No more Ms. Goody-goody" -Unknown character
"He should be worried for what's coming his way." -Unknown character
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My Bradford Bad Boy
ФанфикZayn Malik is the reason of Sadie's pain. She once want nothing but him. After the embarrassment, the tears, and the pain that was cause by him, Sadie finally realized that getting hit by a lighting is more possible than being with the arsehole. Unt...
