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JOURNEE // Me and my twin sister Aliyah went go live with Mani after my mom went to jail for attempted murder.
I still believe it's my fault she went to jail. If I would have told her sooner then she wouldn't be where she is right now. I still remember everything.
★FIVE MONTHS AGO★
- it was a Saturday night. Me and liyah had jus came home from the movies. We walked through the door and saw mom and her boyfriend in the living room.
Mothers boyfriend: where have y'all been Me: out Mother's boyfriend: is that a attitude I hear Me: I don't have an attitude tho, you asking retarted questions like if yu just seen us walk through the door, fully dressed, then maybe you'll know we was out Mother's Boyfriend: I'll come talk to you later Me: Fuck off
Me and liyah walked upstairs and went to our rooms.
Hours had passed and I was laying down in the bed watching Netflix until I heard a knock at my door.
Me: COME IN
The door opened to show my mother's boyfriend.
I never liked her boyfriend. He always made me feel uncomfortable. Then one night, I was 12 at the time. He came in my room and got in the bed with me. He started touching me inappropriately. He said if I was to tell anybody, then he would tell my mother how much I "wanted it". After he left, I would cry myself to sleep.
It kept happening every night...but this time was different.
Now that I'm 16, He came in my room, closed my door while walking towards me slowly. I was scared. He stopped raping me for a couple months, so I was extremely scared.
I was kicking and screaming this time. He was ontop of me, fully undressed, so was I. My mother came in the room and saw what he was doing.
He got off of me and started putting on his pants. My mother was jus standing there, watching me cry, she had a blank expression on her face. She moved from the door and went back downstairs.
That's when she came back up with a knife. She stabbed her boyfriend a couple times while crying out "WHY WOULD YOU TOUCH MY DAUGHTER WHYYYY" .
Then after that, she was in the police car.
★FLASH BACK OVER★
I still live with that feeling that it was all my fault. Everyone kept telling me it's not my fault but I know it is. - - - - - - - - ♡ Excuse my mistakes
