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6. Bulletproof

"You lied, You lied about everything. Show me your phone" Anger was running through each word of Jin.

"I don't understand..What were you doing there at first place?" He scoffed and continued without letting her talk, "How much did you get, for which media do you work?"

"Open your phone and give me a look, what you have taken" He narrowed his eyes

She took a deep breath, took mobile in her hand, applied password and handover to Jin without saying a word.

Jin snatched mobile from her hand and started searching anything he can find. There were photos of all BTS members but clearly it was from internet. After sometime he stopped and gave defeated look to her.

She spoke, "have you found anything? No? Right?.. because there is nothing."

He looked unconvinced.

"See, I don't blame you, it's true that I was already aware about you all very well but that doesn't mean I am doing something bad with you guys..How can I? I love you all. I follow you all since the beginning. But I lied only because I didn't want to make you both more panic in that situation, I wanted to tell you truth after that but because of some reason I again stopped myself." She stopped but continued again.

"I was so happy when I heard you guys are coming in this country for your concert, luckily I was here too for some official project. But my bad luck!! my dead line of project was exactly on the day which was last day of your concert. And ofcourse my boss did not give me approval to take any leave. I completed my project successfully that day. I was happy that I finally completed after working on this day and night, but upset at the same time because that was last day for BTS and me in this country. So I was just sitting there upset. But I saw V and then You!!! I was too shocked not believing on my luck, but I stayed...I am big fan of yours and I will never think any bad happened to you.... believe me"

She stopped expecting any reply from Jin... anything. Jin was quiet.

"I wanted to tell you, atleast to Taehyung..he ..he really trusted me. But I didn't tell him..you know why?, because he thought that I know nothing about you. I am new to you so he opened up and shared everything with me.. everything about his love for you. Even he told me about the day when he shared his feelings to you first time."

He looked at her at once and again tried to steal eyes, playing with his hand nervously.

"That's why I didn't tell him so that he can share with me anything he wants. He can't tell to anyone because of you, and person he wants to tell, denied to listen to him" She said bluntly

"I never denied to listen to him" he finally talk

"You might not, but you denied his feelings and even worse you did not tell him the reason"

"I did not reject him. Actually I am not sure about my feelings"

"Then atleast you can tell him to wait till you are sure"

"No ..I don't want to raise his hopes"

"Really?" She said sarcastically. "You are not giving him hope?. Are you sure?" She squinted her eyes.

Jin diverted his eyes and licked his lips nervously biting his lower lip.

She scoffed, "He never lost his hopes, Jin and you know that... I don't see any point in your reasons"

He closed his eyes tightly, took deep breath and sat down on bed.

"I don't know..may be you will find it unreasonable but...I can't be with him. I should not be." He was in deep thought.