✔️ Fix you

20. After Vacation

Excitement, nervousness, curiosity, trepidation

All these feelings were running through Jungkook's mind. He took the early morning flight to Seol to reach before Jin. He wanted to prepare himself before he will see his Jin Hyung.
He was excited because he was going to see Jin after Long time. And nervous at the same time because he has decided to tell him everything what does he feel for him. Curious to know what his sex preferences is, will he even consider boy to boy love because he knew Jin was always attracted towards girls before, and scared thinking, will he accept him?. Or his love will always be unrequited...Ahh..where is your confidence Jungkook!!!!

He was surrounded with all mixed feelings but today he gathered all the courage to face Jin, it was best time to talk with Hyung, as some of the members won't be here to disturb them especially other two maknae and RM too. They never leave Jin alone, always around him being clingy clingy. Only Suga and Hoseok will be there. Jungkook thought Suga hyung is unbothered stone so no worries and about Hoseok hyung, he knew he is light weighted. Jungkook smiled devilishly at the thought. And ofcourse he made arrangements for drink night.

He breathe deeply when he opened the door of their house. He missed it. He entered and kept his bag aside and moved forward to sit on the couch. From sitting there he looked at the his bags which was laying near door. He smiled with himself thinking if Jin would be here, he would have scolded by him. He missed him...missed him like crazy. Thinking about Jin that he will meet him in few hours, he had butterflies in his stomach. He touched his heart and took deep breath. May be it was less for him so he decided to go Jin's room to feel his presence. Jin's room was not lock, he opened and entered. The essence of Jin was making him crazy. He wanted more and more. He threw himself on Jin's bed.
'I want him...I will make him mine. Today!!!! That's right. I am gonna tell him...yes...but how...it should be different. My first confession should be unique that he will never forget..I will never let him forget'

He sat up on bed. He decided to write his feelings on paper, some romantic things that can make Jin blush. Jungkook himself was pink in blush thinking this. He took notepad and pen from table. He put pen tip on paper to write. He was confident that when he will start writing about Jin he won't stop, but his pen did not write anything. Nothing was coming into his mind.

He wrote, 'Jin Hyung' then stopped after few seconds he crossed it. He torn this page and threw it into dustbin. Again on new and fresh page he was able to write only 'dot'.
He groaned in frustration. How it can be possible. If it is hard to write how can I be able to talk and confess in front of him. He didn't want to show himself lame infront of Jin.

He played his favorite song on his mobile named ABYSS. He closed his eyes to imagine Jin hoping some good lines will come into his mind to write. Automatic smile pasteterd on his lips imagining Jin,

His song echoed through his mind and heart. And his whole being was adorned with his beautiful tunes.
His innocent smile, the beautiful face, his flying kiss with wink...
'Ohh God, I love him...I just..'

He opened his eyes and wrote 'I LOVE YOU JIN HYUNG' in capital and big letters and drew a heart after that.

"I love you_ Jin_Hyung"

Jungkook startled, falling and shattered his thoughts on the floor when he heard someone read his writing. His heartbeat started pounding loudly, he got up and turned to look at the person behind him.

"Yo..Youngi Hyung!!!"

"Hi Little Prince" Yoongi smiled and again looked at paper, "nice handwriting"

JK flustered and crumpled the paper in his fist.

"Hey..hey what you doing?..Jin hyung will get hurt" Yoongi said and laughed looking at the younger's expression, "Relax Jungkooka"

"Yoongi Hyung...It..it just..you know.."