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35. Sweet Night

He was holding the door nob, just over thinking that he should knock or not. It was after midnight, Jin was sleeping. Will he be angry to wake him up early that morning. But was it a reason?. Honestly he was afraid. Afraid that what will Jin say, how will he react to see him, how will he start talking. He had a deja vu. He reminded the day when he was in Jin's house, and was about to enter Jin's room gathering all the strength he had. This was his bestest memorable moment, afterall that day he got all his happiness that he desired all this years.

Even today he wanted the same. Atleast today he was sure Jin loved him back. He knew Jin was upset but not unfaithful. Even though they were separated but they were still one. Tae heaved a sigh, and knocked softly. He heard no response. May be he should talk at morning, hyung is sleeping. He doesn't wanted to wake him up but couldn't wait until morning. How could he?. He wanted to see him now, he wanted to hugged him, sleep with him.
Waiting till morning now, like spending one more year.
He was standing there for a moment, thinking Jin is in deep sleep. He was thinking to move, atleast his brain was saying to leave and comeback after few more hours, but unconsciously he picked out key from his pocket. The key he always kept in his pocket no matter where he was, what he was wearing, it was always with him. He never abandoned it. He took key in his hand just to put in keyhole, before it could inserted, door moved. He looked up to see, the world wide handsome man infront of him.
Jin was wearing sky blue colored night suit, messy hair, some were standing, some were falling on his forehead; eyes...it could barely seen, as it was puffy with half lidded eyes. His nose was red. His face was swollen. Still how can someone look beautifully handsome. Tae lost in his handsomness.

"Taehyung?" Tae got cut from his thoughts.

"Uhh..Hi...hi.." Taehyung shuttered.

"Hi?.." Jin said in raspy voice.

"Umm, did I wake you up?" Taehyung couldn't find any better words to start with.

Jin took steps inside and looked at wall watch, "Should I say No, to make you feel better?"

He understood Jin indicated him to come inside, he took the opportunity and came inside mumbled softly, "Sorry"

His walk speed increased when he saw TATA on Jin's bed, he took in his hand with big smile, he caressed him and pinched TATA's heart shaped cheek, "Did you miss Appa" and hugged him, "I missed you"

"What are you doing here?"
He heard very stern voice which was very opposite to his tone before, he looked behind in disbelieve, before he say anything, Jin continued
"Are..are you here to take TATA back" his voice was stressful yet angry.
"Why?...aren't you satisfied?".
You took RJ, did I say anything?. But" Jin snatched TATA from Taehyung's grip, "You are not allowed to take him. He is my peace, my only peace" He looked at TATA with loveful eyes.

Tae took one step closer, and said looking at Jin, even though Jin was not looking back at him, "Hyung? I am not here for TATA"
Jin looked at him, finally his heart started pounding normally giving him hope that Tae is here only for him. But he did not show or precisely he didn't want to celebrate it that early, he wanted to listen him first, to be sure.
"I am here for TATA's dad... because he is my peace, my only peace." Tae touched Jin's cheek caressing softly. He felt different sensation by the touch of soft cheek. He forget how he felt first time when he touched it, he wanted to touch it till he remember, till he could feel complete, till his last breath.
"Why? Are you bored now with your relaxed, and separated, life?. You were happy without me" Jin sat on bed looking down.

"No ..no Hyung. I..missed..." He looked down.
The words he was saying confidently before, he was feeling heavy saying that. He was afraid Jin won't believe him. But he wanted to make him believe so desperately.