✔️ Fix you

31. Alive

"But..Hyung you told me you love me and you will never leave me" Tae's eyes were brimming with so many tears that they threatened to overflow.

"When I said I love you, I never lied. I did. But when I started to see Jungkook differently, I totally felt different. I don't know what it called, but I liked it. I enjoyed it. You were right, I can't see Jungkook upset. If what I feel about you is love, then what is this feeling if it is not love??"

"Bu...but Hyung. What..what about me then?" Tae asked sobbing.

"Taehyungaah... They say someone has created for everyone, and I believe there is someone like me waiting for you. And when that person will come to your life I don't think you will need me anymore. I just wish you will get what you deserve." Jin touched Tae's cheek rubbing it by his thumb.

"But..I...want you...only you Hyung. Please don't leave me" Tae had hicupped. And he opened his eyes with big shocked. His breathing was heavy...very heavy. He blinked for multiple time until he realized he was laying on bed, most precisely on hospital's bed. He turned his left to see Jin, who was holding his hand tightly sleeping on the chair keeping his head low on the bed. He exhaled the full mouth of air feeling very much alive, so...it ..was dream... He looked at the innocent face laying beside him. He was happy that Jin was here, he had hope now. His Jin Hyung was with him, he didn't leave him. He smiled weakly.
He saw someone opened the door coming inside, he closed his eyes quickly.

"Jin Hyung" Jungkook whispered.

"Hey, Kookie" Jin woke up rubbing his face, not leaving Tae's hand.

"Hyung, please have food. You didn't eat since last night" Jungkook requested, even he was looking so exhausted.

"Had you?" Jin raised his brows.

"No...and you know that, I won't eat without you" Jungkook stated.

"Kook, don't do that, please eat. I will eat with Tae, when he woke up" Jin sighed, "he is here because of me".

"Hyung" Jungkook gulped, "Why?..why you always blame yourself for everything?" Jungkook retorted, "You know that I don't like it"

"Kookie?" Jin tried to say something but cut by Jungkook

"Hyung" Jungkook took his hand into his, "Let's go please for my sake atleast. Doctor informed he will wake up soon. Trust me he will be alright" He made Jin got up from the chair, "and please don't blame yourself for his condition. Don't hurt yourself by thinking too much"

Jin sighed, and helplessly he moved outside as Jungkook dragged him.

One droplet of tear fall from Taehyung's eyes when he felt his hand cold by sudden loss of touch. He opened his eyes when he heard door closed. He got up. His head hurted but didn't care, he step down from bed, removed niddles from his hand. He took his phone which was on the table and called someone. After call he moved towards bathroom and changed his clothes. And went outside. He knew Jin Hyung is very sensitive and emotional person as a human being. He won't do anything which will hurt someone. And ofcourse seeing such condition of Tae's, he was sad and might have felt so guilty and responsible for this. He will do anything to make him feel better. He might as well decide to be with Taehyung even if he didn't want, to just make him happy.
And this time Taehyung didn't want that. Ofcourse he wanted Jin, but not because of guilt but only because Jin wanted him. He didn't want to impose on him, not anymore.

"Tae?" He stopped when he heard Jin, he turned to see him. He gulped to just control his emotions after seeing him.

"You woke up?..how you feeling now, you okay?" Jin's eyes was full of concern, he touched Tae's cheek.
Tae had a goose bump, he had a dejavu, just before some time in his dream he saw Jin was touching his cheek pitifully.
He took one step back to removed his touch. Jin was looking at him confusingly.