why'd you only call me when you're high? // ziam mpreg // (has to be edited)

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Liam Payne knocks hard, hitting his knuckle to the wood door infront of him. Negative thoughts are running accross his mind. He's got fired. Now he's confused, mad and tired at the same time. His boss was a jerk. Liam hates his boss so much but never expected to got fired like this. He groans to himself because there's no answer from inside. He's knocking harder until there's a click from the door, then it opens. Two big, sleepy hazel eyes are looking back at him.

Zayn's POV

I look up at my husband who's standing infront of me with two puffy red eyes. I thought he was high and when I'm about to say a word, I can tell there's tears forming on his both brown eyes. I hurrily pull him to my hug, wrapping my hands around him tightly. I sush him, telling him it's okay multiple times. When he gets a little bit calmer, I pull away slowly and close the door behind him, lock it. I hold his point finger in my small hand, leading him to the couch in our living room.

I sit down myself and pulling him to just drop himself into a sit position next to me. He starts sobbing again and I pull him to my hug again. I rub his back up and down, trying to get him calm. I stroke his hair with my right hand, massaging his scalp with my fingers. I hold him tightly but carefully, like if he was a fragile thing in my grip.

He pulls away from me, his eyes are looking down to his own lap. I cup his face in my two small hands, wiping away his tears with my thumbs. Once his cheeks are dry, I stroke them slowly until he dares his eyes to look at mine. I have no idea what makes him like this. He is a strong and tough man, I rarely see him cry. It's new to me. So I decide to start a conversation,

"What happen?" I ask him, still stroking his cheeks.

"You will be mad," he said.

"No.. just tell me what happen?"

"I got fired." And that's all make my heart drop a little.

I used to work at the same office just like him, we had the same boss, Mr. Styles. Me and Liam met there. We're great friends until he started to ask me if I would like to go on a date with him and I said yes. We shared our first kiss on that date and a week later, we became boyfriends. From then on, we both getting to know each other more and spent time together more on every weekends. Until one day, a year ago, it was my 24th birthday and he took me out to one of the best pubs in this city. He wants me to have fun because he said I always look tired and lost. Maybe it is because I'm a quiet guy and little bit shy.

Until midnight, I found myself completely wasted and seeing blur. Strong hands wrapping around me. I see Liam staring at me with something different in his eyes, lust. He drove us back that night to his apartement and when we arrive, he leads me to his bedroom. I can't seem to protest because my mind is so fuzzy and I can't think clear so I let him do anything he wants to me and the next morning, I woke up still in his bed with our naked bodies latching onto each other. I lost my virginity. I'm quiet upset losing it like that, drunken sex, but I'm glad it was Liam who took it from me.

Two weeks later, I found myself pregnant and Liam doesn't mind with it. Instead he's planning to marry me soon, and it happened. It was the best moment in my life, married to someone who I love the most and I've been waiting it for ages. He bought me a house, this house. He said he can't wait for our little baby to say hi to the world and he wants to be a father soon. I saw excitement glowing in his eyes and I have to admit, I'm in love with him more.

But my pregnancy won't make me to keep going to work at the age 2 months. Liam suggested me to take the furlough for the next months until I give a birth. So I did, and it seems like my boss wasn't happy at that. He said he needs people like me in his company but I said me and my baby can't make it for a while. And finally he understands. Liam, he doesn't really like our boss. Yes, me too honestly because Mr. Styles keep flirting with me whenever I stepped into his room to give some sheets. Even outside his room, he can't keep his eyes off me. And Liam doesn't like the thought I was being liked by someone else.

Three months after, at my five months aged pregnancy, my baby died. Doctor said the fetus doesn't growing nicely and healthy, it's because the lack of nutritions it received. I broke down into tears. I feel guilty, I was so broken and mad at myself. I keep blamming myself but Liam was always there to hold me up and he won't ever let me bring myself down. He said it's okay, it's normally happen when it's the first time pregnancy because the mother musts be inexperienced.

It's all causing me a deep trauma and I was being mute for month. All I did was just crying and sobbing like a mad person. I didn't go back to work, instead I left my job. Liam always trying to make me smile, even if it's hurt him sometimes because I often ended up pushing him away from me but he said he's okay with it.

But I'm over it now, I'm alright and for now I work as a writer. I write fiction novels and selling them. It's quiet helping to get money. It's surprising at the thought people liking my stories. Liam was so proud that I can go back to myself and he said it's lovely to see me smile again. But now, right now, I have him sad and upset infront of me. And I don't want to see him like this. I don't get it why Mr. Styles fired him. From what I know, Liam is a hard worker. He will always doing what he can do to keep us live in happiness, though it means he has to deal with Mr. Styles in every way.

I hold his two hands tightly in my hands, "why?"

He takes a deep breath, ready to explain. "Well I cursed at him,"

There's a moment of silent for five seconds and I start again, "why would you?"

"He keeps teasing me about you. Saying that you're beautiful and deserve someone more than me, probably like him. And he said he misses you and wants you to get back to work with him again"

I try to process everything he said in my brain, "okay"

His eyes are glancing at mine, staring deep into my soul and I shiver at that. Now he looks like he was about to eat me out like I'm his prey.

"I just don't want anybody else to having you, or even thinking about you. You are mine, Zayn. Only mine and we'll always be together with no one in between us. Is that so wrong?"

I shake my head at his dominate sentence, "I'm only yours, Liam"