Falling

Chapter 7- Tucker

  I watch in a haze as Libby starts to disappear and somehome my legs start moving me into action.

"Baby wait!" I yelled without her slowing down or even looking "Dammit Libby stop" I yell again but still nothing. Fuck "Elizabeth!" I demand loud and stern and she finally stops.

  I grab her arm and flip her toward me. Dammit those blue eyes are piercing but they are drowning in tears right now and I can't help but feel the ache in my chest to make it better.

Her lips quiver as I try to make sense of the last hour. "Are you telling me the one time we fucked in highscool you got pregnant and now we have a little girl." Her sobs rip from her and I can see her breaking as she slowly nods.

"So you decided that for what 5 years not to fucking say anything. That I have a daughter I knew nothing about!" I am full on screaming now angry, hurt, prideful, upset and really fucking devastated.

    Libby snatched her arm from me her gaze swiftly changing from distraut to an angry glare. "Yes" she hisses "I was thrown out like trash by you. I had my heart ripped by someone who had not the day before told me he loved me and then took my virginty." She continues as I swallow hard remembering it all like it was yesterday. Both moments seared into my brain like a damn movie.

"I didn't find out till the day of graduation ten minutes before we took our seats. You didn't want me then so why would you want the tiny human we had created when it was half me. huh?" She starts yelling fury in her eyes. 

"dammit Libby I would have been there." I sigh She shakes her head the tears coming even more.

"Can you really say that Tuck. Can you say eighteen year old you would have." She steps back as I try to step forward with her hand up telling me to stop 

"NO. That you could have manned up to your dad who would have been mega fucked about it and given up your dreams for Lennon?" She states it all like a fact but there is a question there.

"Baby I would have done everything for you" I can't help but start picturing what our life would have been like. She's right my dad would have gone mental especially since it was the reason he gave up his dream. My dreams at this moment I would give up anything to go back, but she's right eighteen year old me wouldn't have known what to do.

"Fuck you" She growls as she turns to leave. I stand there stunned

------Libby

 I fucked up. I fucked up. Fuck Fuck Fuck

   It had been two days since I let myself go crazy. I was constaly mentally berating myself. Fucking Tucker was stupid but holy shit did it feel good. I forgot how it always seemed like we were made for each other. I was a naive girl back then though.

  Oh and then of course I had to open my big mouth about him being Lennon's father. I thought maybe now that I had spilled he would want to see her but it's been two days. I was just getting Lenny's lunch ready when I heard the doorbell.

   When I opened the door I wasn't surprised to see Tucker but I sure as hell was surprised to see his family with him.