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⏮️ time info @ on the way to Doldam Hospital ⏭️
💭 No, no, no, it was my mistake. I should not say to him like that, I knew he is an idiot and surely will do something like this to get my attention then why did I ignore him? I didn't tell him clearly that we are over then why he is coming to me again and again? We are really over right? Just because I miss him every single day doesn't count in? Fine, even if I agree that I still love him can not I be put end card? He is still hurting me, not only me, himself too. Love should not give only hurts but that's what we are doing to each other. If we are not made for each other then we should let go and move on in our life. But if you do like this what can I do gukkie? Don't make it hard than it is already 💭 tae silently wiping off his tears while looking outside the clear sky.
This time Jin doesn't utter a single word against tae's decision, he just kept quietly following tae wherever he goes as he has his support this time.
When they reached the hospital tae rushed to the reception "Jeongguk, where is he? what's his room number?"
Before the nurse said the doctor Kim said "So you are that his lolita?"
Tae immediately heads to the doctor and nods "Yes doctor, I'm him lolita. How is he? Where is he? I want to see him. He is fine right? Nothing serious?" tae begs him with teary eyes to hear only 'He is fine' but the doctor said "Yeah yeah, he is totally fine, first you broke his heart now you broke his body, everything is PERFECTLY FINE. Is it that much hard for you two to sit and solve your fucking problems? Huh?" the doctor's high pitch yells makes his body tremble and step back in fear; he can't talk back all he can do only is crying silently because what the doctor is telling was not wrong tho! If they sit and talk (in the focus to only solve the problems not to make it bigger than big) none of would that have happened seriously!
"Why do you zip your fucking mouth now? Come on SPEAK.." doctor kim's loud yell not only scared tae the entire floor kept quiet none of them dared to even let out their holding breath "..I told that brainless bastard thousands of times to don't even think to admin in the hospital, but that headass chose my hospital to lay in front of my eyes. What do you two fucking think in this whole world only you two have the problem?" doctor kim got quite emotional he can not tolerate self-harm for the silly things, still they have a lot of things to face it in the future but just for not talking or misunderstanding to harm themselves never be a good solution. That's why he gave tons of advice to guk, but still in the end guk took this option to get back his lolita. And at least tae had talked and understood that he was also made mistakes and moved smoothly none of them would have been hurt.
Jin wishes to stand for his brother but he is also some kind of scared to speak in front of this scary doctor, so he zipped his mouth and stayed back quietly beside namjoon.
After seeing tae's heavy silent sobs doctor calmed down his anger, cleared his throat before speaking "He crossed the risk stage, he is safe now.." tae lifts up his head with nonstop teary eyes "..he is in room number 130, we expected him to wake up after surgery time 6 hours. But he still didn't.." tae again starts to cry more "..As I said he is safe, we are monitoring him 24/7 everything is fine, except.." now the doctor slightly struggles to continue it is scaring tae more than getting scold from him "Except what doctor? Please tell me whatever it is" tae begs, doctor gulps slightly "If he didn't wake up in the next 3 hours, we can not save him from the coma.." "WHAT? Nooooooo, my gukkie" tae cries louder than before "Hey look, that's not gonna happen I won't let him go just like that, understand? We gave every possible way to wake him up, but still, I hope if you be with him he might wake up earlier than our expectation. That's the reason why I had to call you. So stop crying and talk to him normally, got it?" doctor kim voice filled in a care mixed order tone, tae nods while wiping off his tears and taking a deep breath before heading to room number 130.
Before tae gets in the room he meets aunt yoona and uncle chang wook, he can't reply to their tears he felt guilty for putting their one and only son in this situation. When he gets in he felt someone crushing his heart into millions of pieces, he is trying to not cry but how? how can he not cry by looking at his beloved person lying on the hospital bed, chest and head full of wires, white bandages around his right leg and left arm. He can't stop crying and pouring the guiltiness over himself again and again "It's all because of me, I should not let you go on yesterday, it was my mistake, I deserve to be there on the bed behalf of you. I deserve it, gukkie" tae heads to the bed with wobbling legs.
Tae scared to even touch his finger, "You have promised me gukkie, did you forget that? You promised me that you will never ever get hurt yourself. Why did you break your promise? Why did you make it if you can't keep it? Why? Whyyyyyyyy?"
"Why do you can't wait for me? Why did choose this way to get me back? Do you think I will be happy to see you like this? A..a lifeless person? I can't gukkie, wake up, wake uppppp. If you didn't wake I won't hesitate to kill you I can't let you go coma, can you hear me? I need you gukkie, I NEED YOU. I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOUUU"
When tae noticed the eye drops getting down from guk's eyes his eyes lit up in happy "Don't cry idiot, just open your eyes. I'm in front of you" now tae holds guk's hand very very carefully.
He expects guk to signal him through the holding hands like how he had watched in dramas but nothing happened! "Gukkie, please wake up. Don..don't leave me. I'm sorry please don't punish me like this, I..I can't handle it, please.." takes his hand slowly to cheek and chu on it "I love you, gukkie" that's where the miracle happened!
