N.O.P:
Tae's eyes widened in happiness when he received a response by guk holding back his hand "Gukkie, Gukkie, can you hear me? Please open your eyes, jeballl" tae can clearly see guk's eyeballs rolling behind the closed eyes to open it "Yes, gukkie, come on, come on, pleaseee" finally guk opened his eyes after a quiet long try, he didn't leave tae's hand and trying to hold it as much tight as he possible, tae yells loudly "DOCTOR, HE WOKE UP, DOCTOR, DOCTORRR" the next second the large room filled by doctor Kim and few doctors and nurses; including aunt yoona, uncle chang wook, jin, and namjoon.
While the doctors are in a rush to check all the records guk still holding tae's hand not leaving for even a second. The doctor Kim looks at it merely a second before focusing on guk's reports and thinks 💭 I should not have looked down at you, do you really have this much power over this brat? 💭
Doctor Kim torched his eyes to check him "Alright, can you tell me how many fingers I'm showing?" the doctor asks.
But guk doesn't move his eyes away from tae, with a gritted teeth smile doctor Kim speaks "You don't know how badly I want to smash your head right now you bastard. This is a hospital, not a park. If you want to romance him then get up and walk on your legs to take him with you, I FUCKING DON'T CARE. So you just have to listen to what I have to say while you are in my hospital if you are not then the doors are already wide open for you to transfer into another hospital, shall I? Do you think I can't?" doctor Kim shouts at the patient, he is still can't tolerant that guk went to this extent just for this mere man!
Finally, guk moved his eyes from tae to his uncle Kim, but still holding tae's hand dearly "My lolita has three lines tears row on his cheeks is that enough for you to clarify my eyesight?" his low voice clearly said enough to reach doctor's ears.
When the doctor looks at tae to verify, tae's puppy doe eyes widened in nervous his hand slowly reaches to wipe it off while the doctor turned to hit guk and said "All I heard in my life was a love is blind, but I guess love is brainless only!"
Guk rolled his eyes before turning to stare at his dearest lolita, again and again, he is still can't believe his eyes. When tae tried to take off his hand from guk to give space to the doctors to do their job, guk tightly held it as his life depends on tae's hand "Stay, with me lolita" guk's low tone pleads, tae doesn't like to make a scene so he looks at the doctor Kim, but the doctor acts like he doesn't hear anything just trying to finish the reports as much as possible. Since he doesn't get any shouts from the doctor he nervously stands beside guk, with intertwined hands 💭 I wish you to stay with me forever, lolita 💭
3 hours later, after having done with all reports and scans guk was brought back to the room, especially doctor Kim and guk had their secret conversation with no one getting any suspicious!
Guk told his dad and mom to leave since his lolita is here for him he is more than enough, Tae also told namjoon and his jinnie hyung to leave they also left quietly. Finally, jin had the chance to prove that he will respect tae's decision whatever it will be.
After everyone left the room guk and tae are only there in the room, all they can hear is monitor beeping sounds only. Guk waits for tae to open up first, especially to hear those last words once again. But on the other side tae suddenly got scared to talk! What he said at that moment is really true he has said it from the bottom of his heart but he is scared to continue!
30 minutes are passed by guk just admiring tae's beautiful face which he will never get bored of, while tae just staring at the white marble floor with fidget fingers; biting his lips now and then in nervous.
"If you like those floors that much then I wish to be born as them in my next life, lolita" guk says and laughs slightly lighten the thick silent mood, but sadly nothing worked in front of the person who is still staring but this time he changed it to the wall!
3 minutes later again guk begins the conversation "I know what I did was wrong, lolita. I should not have chosen this way to get back your attention. But you didn't give me any other options, lolita. You are not even ready to face me or hear me, but you will definitely come to me if I get hurt no matter what happened between us, you will surely come to me. That's why I broke our promise. I know if I ask your forgiveness you won't forgive me, I deserved your hate and anger. But be with me lolita. You can hate me and show your anger over me by staying beside me. But never leave me ever lolita.." guk stops for a second to take tae's fidgeting hand to hold "..You yourself know how did you came into my life and changed me completely. So please lolita, don't leave me" guk begs while squeezing tae's hand softly.
Tae can't understand guk's words clearly it looks like he is sorry for what he did but can't promise in the future if tae left him again! That means guk will never let him go and he doesn't care whether tae gonna love him or not, all he wants is his lolita should be with him forever! The state of guk now is called 'Sorry but not Sorry'!
When tae still has not replied to guk "Lolita, I love yo.." tae cuts him by slowly taking out his hand from guk's held "You needs some rest first, so sleep now" tried to put him to sleep, but guk grabbed that blanket "No I can't sleep without getting your answer, I know your mad at me, but please everything will be alright in few days if we will be together" tae just nods simply as he doesn't want to put anything in danger, all he wants right now is guk to be safe and healthy.
"We can talk later, first you.." guk cuts him "No more later, whatever it is just say now" guk literally taking advantage using his situation.
First, guk refused to get into the commitments, now tae scared to continue their relationship! But only one thing has never changed still now, that, they are loving each other no matter what!
