Deep End (ShikamaruXOC)

19.

AN: There is smut in this chapter just a heads up for those who may or may not want to read it!

When he pulled away, a small smile graced his perfect lips and I was still stunned in silence, "Choi, I've been in love with you for so long it's driving me absolutely insane."

He's in love with me!?

"Shikamaru...please don't be lying."

He let out a dry laugh as he pulled me with him to my living room, "I promise to never lie to you again. You don't know how much it killed me to hide everything from you in the first place."

Tears began to fall on their own accord, "I thought...you were just playing me..."

The taller man shook his head vigorously, "No, never. Everything we shared in that cabin was real Choi. I'm only sorry it happened under the circumstances it did."

It felt like the weight of the world had been lifted from my chest and I could finally breathe again, "Shika, I'm so in love with you it's insane."

His hands played with my own and he smiled down at me, "Do you know why your 'jutsu' didn't hurt me?"

I shook my head, nervous to hear his answer, "N-No."

He clasped our fingers together, "Because you were already everything I desired in this life, just as you are. I had nothing to mourn, because I knew I just had to get back to the leaf to have you again. You never stopped me from coming back completely."

My eyes widened at his confession and I was at a loss for words, this perfect insane man was really going to be here for me forever. His lips reconnected with mine with more passion than before and I found myself absolutely mesmerized by the way his soft lips moved against my own. His arms encircled my waist and I could feel him bring me closer to him, my chest meeting his and allowing each of us to feel our rapidly beating hearts. His kisses became more desperate and his grip tightened as my own hands gripped onto his shoulder and lost itself in his long dark hair. He pulled away to look at me, surely with swollen lips and a dazed expression, but he smiled so tenderly.

"So you'll have me then?"

I nodded without a single ounce of hesitation, "Of course I will."

This man was really going to send me off the deep end after all, but I was finally ready.

Our lips met again hungrily and I found my own lust for this moment taking over as he guided me towards the couch next to us, his body hovering mine making sure not to hurt me as I was still a tad fragile. I quickly tugged at his shirt and he got the message before quickly removing it and diving back in, only this time his lips connected with my neck as he trailed lazy kisses up and down all the way to my collarbone. Each touch felt like an electric buzzing through my body and I was eager to feel more. As if reading my mind, Shikamaru began to quickly undress me until I was lying in front of him entirely naked and wanting.

His eyes glistened and he took a moment to stare, "You're so fucking perfect, baby."

At his words my own neediness heightened and I wriggled beneath him. His dark eyes never left mine as he removed what little clothing he had left and let his fingers brush against my folds. I whimpered from the contact, his rough and slender fingers deftly playing with me. His thumb began working circles around my clit and I could feel myself growing wetter from the simple action. As if lost in his own actions, Shikamaru dipped his head and let his mouth close around my hard nipple, the sensation making me moan lightly as his tongue worked over the bud with an excited pace. His eyes met mine and I melted at the want I could see coming from him. His fingers finally plunged into me and I couldn't hold back the gasp that came from me as he worked at a pace that had me coming undone quickly. Just before I could feel the sweet release from the man, his fingers left me and his head perked up, earning a frustrated sigh from myself.

"Not this time, I want you to come while I'm deep inside you."

He pushed his length inside of me and a broken moan left my lips, it never ceased to amaze me how good he fucking felt. He stilled for only a moment, enjoying the feel himself before beginning a slow but hard pace. Each stroke making me moan out at how deep he was getting. His pace quickened slightly and he lifted my legs, letting my ankles fall over his shoulders, my hands desperately gripping any part of him I could as my pleasure heightened. Just when I thought I couldn't get any closer to the edge of my climax, he slid a hand between us and let his thumb fall on my clit yet again, working me through a blinding orgasm.

"Shi-Shikamaru!"

"Just like that baby, don't stop coming for me."

He continued to thrust into me as I shook beneath him and as I could feel myself coming to the end of my own climax, he quickly pulled out and stroked himself, his hot seed spilling all over my stomach. The mere sight helping me finish up my own orgasm. His eyes met mine and he quickly dipped back down to kiss me lovingly.

"I love you, don't ever think otherwise."

"I love you too, Shikamaru."

We both got up and made our way to my bathroom to rinse off and Shikamaru decided he would shower with me; it was cute and intimate. The way he just wanted to be near and share those little moments with me, it warmed my heart. We washed ourselves and exited the shower, he redressed himself in his clothes before while I put on some clean lounge clothes.

"Shika?"

"Yes?"

"Would you like to stay and have dinner with me?"

He gave me a wide smile, "Absolutely. What's on the menu tonight other than you?"

Blushing slightly at his comment I shook my head and smiled, "How about some homemade ramen?"

He nodded and followed me to the kitchen where he stood back and watched me cook with a loving twinkle to his eyes. Occasionally I'd ask for help and he would quickly come to my rescue, I had never seen this side of Shikamaru but I was falling more in love with it with every passing second. This was going to be my life now, at least I sure hope it would be...