It hasn't even been twenty-four hours and we already argued. This is so bad. What didn't she want to even tell me? What was so distracting that she demanded to go home immediately? What did she see? Or who did she see? Why aren't you talking to me Aisha? It was wrong of me to leave the house I am aware of that but I just wished she actually spoke to me.
Phone rings Mommy❤
"Asalaamu Alaykum mommy." I greeted. "Wa Alaykum Salaam son." She greeted back. "How are you and Aisha doing?" Mommy asked. "We had an argument." I said honestly. "And you left the house didn't you?" She asked. "Yes." I said. "Why?" She asked. "I needed to think." I said. "Son it is not even twenty-four hours that the two of you are married and you argued already. Instead of running away, face the problem. I don't know why you argued and I don't want to know why but son if you prolong this it might cause a hole in your marriage and I am one hundred percent sure none of you wanted that. Ameer son Aisha is pregnant you are becoming a father soon, stressing and arguing isnt healthy for her or the baby. Son go home and speak it out, even if it is going to take time for you two to repair what was damaged over this one argument it is best to fix it before it is to late and show Aisha you won't runaway every time you argue. You would rather stay and wait for a time frame to speak it out." Mom said. "Jazakallah mommy I don't know what I would do without you." I said. "Not alot of things son. Now head back to your wife and give my salaams." She said. "I love you mommy." I said. "Love you too my boy." She said.
I made a u-turn and drove back home after having that small chat with my mom. Most of the time she knows exactly what to say. I pulled up at home in minutes, I climbed out of the car and went inside only to find Aisha passed out on the sofa. I rushed to her side.
"Aisha? Aisha can you hear me? Aisha?" I said rubbing her cheek and tapping it slightly.
Oh No! I was about to call an ambulance when I heard her groaning. She woke up holding her stomach. Her eyes were still closed but it was puffy, she was crying. First day of marriage and I made her cry.
"Aisha?" I said so she is aware that she isn't alone at the moment, she opened her eyes slowly and looked at me. "What's wrong?" I asked with worry written all over my face. "Do you want water?" I asked and she nodded her head.
I got up to fetch her water, she made me worry thinking something bad happened to her while I was away. I would have never forgiven myself. I walked back to the lounge and gave her the water. She drank it before sitting to the back on the sofa. I was about to take the glass back to the kitchen when she spoke.
"The reason I demanded to come home is because my ex husband hired his PI to track me down and earlier at the park the PI was there. He was taking pictures of us or rather me. My ex husband installed fear inside of me when one night he refused to listen to me and that was the night I fell pregnant. His grandfather was even more creepier. He demanded by his grandson to have a baby and it was as though he listened to his grandfather because one night he just disobeyed my wishes. We were never in love, all I ever felt towards him and his grandfather was disgust. He made me fear them both. I was trapped in his house for weeks actually months and I thought it would never end. I only left that house once during the month and that was to his parents for supper, his grandfather was even there as well but after our year of being married it stopped. I couldn't go to work anymore and I lost my job as a mualima as you already know I was Imra's mualima. I couldn't visit my parents because it was against his grandfather's rules. I was trapped in there like a prisoner not knowing way which way to go. I was scared because there was days I thought I was going to go crazy. I was married for money and I was so upset about it but he made it clear to me that I was nothing but just a money contract. Can you believe it? A money contract." She scoffed but I could see the pain written all over her face.
"Evenings I thought we would at least eat at the table but I guess I was wrong, he really made it clear to me every single day and I never gave up on love not that I will ever love him but I had Allah at my side. I made dua everyday to Allah to set me free from a place I felt like a prisoner in. I felt like I was fighting a losing battle. I felt like I was all alone. Nobody will ever understand the fear I had in me because of him and his grandfather and I demanded to come home because the pain and fear came back. Ameer I felt free after the divource and Wallahi I felt like a free bird, I broke down crying the evening he said the last Talaq only because Allah had finally accepted my duas. I was finally free after that day and truly happy to leave him in my past life. All I fear is that one day he demands to have his child and I can't do anything about it. That is why I went into a state I had so many things running through my mind and I am so sorry I ruined our day today. It wasn't my intentions." She said and then she broke down crying.
I placed the glass on the counter and went to hug her, letting her know that she isn't alone. I comforted her but I didnt I say anything. I will always protect you Aisha and you will know that soon because my heart belongs to you already❤.
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