NEVER-ENDING LOVE❤(COMPLETED)

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AISHA MUHAMMAD💋

Where Were You Really?

After I left that residence I finally went to my parents. I spent the rest of my afternoon there.

"Oemie?" I said. "Yes Aisha?" She said. "I have something to ask oemie but I don't want oemie to ask how or why it happened but I need advice." I said. "Aisha I am your mother since when do I ask in and out?" She teased. "It is sort of serious." I said. "What's wrong?" She asked. "So oemie see uncle Imraan found out he has another son, Tahir." I said. "As in your ex husband Tahir?" She asked. "Jee and so last night Tahir sent Ameer an envelope saying how uncle and Ameer is going to pay for their sins and that they are biological brothers so Tahir doesn't see why Ameer hates him so much and hates anyone related to him when they share the same father. Oemie I don't know what to do, when I gave Ameer the letter he was emotionless, the only emotion he gave off was anger. He attacked his father verbally, but he did it the wrong way. The same with boeta, boeta told Abee that Abee is dead to him until Abee brings me back home, Ameer said the exact same thing of his father being dead to him and that he is an orphan astaghfirullah (May Allah forbid) and oemie it was so heartbreaking that when Ameer left his parents place his father broke down into tears. It left me in tears. I still don't know what to do, I confront both Tahir and his mother without Ameer's permission and I know it was wrong of me to not tell him the entire truth but we need to get to the bottom of this before it drags and drags for days. I don't want the same thing that happened between boeta and Abee to happen between Ameer and his father. Uncle Imraan is his rock and hero same with abee. I am at lost of advice oemie. Ameer and myself got in such an argument last night that we didn't even sleep in the same room or bed. When I woke this morning to Ameerah crying, he came to get her after I fed her and then left the room. We didn't even speak or greet. I informed him I'm coming here but that was it. Oemie I love both my families that I received and it hurts so badly because I don't have any clue on what to do." I said and that is when I broke down in tears.

"I even told him last night that if he doesn't change his ways then we shouldn't have gotten married. I spoke to his father today after I spoke to Tahir and uncle Imraan didn't even know about Tahir's existence until that night when Ameer threw the papers at his father. Oemie the way mommy Mushfeeqah cried and hugged me it was like I couldn't bare to see her in tears. Oemie always taught its not what you say, it is how you say it. And Ameer is plain and simple being selfish to not see reason to this. Ya Allah." I said.

I placed my head in my hands. Oemie came to hug me.

"Have Sabr my dear. Sabr is what you need and everything will be fine Inshaa Allah. With Allah's mercy there is no way you can go wrong. I don't have an entire solution for you my dear but what I can tell you is be there for Ameer. I understand you had an argument but be there for him he is adapting to a new change whereby his enemy just became his brother subhanallah but just because he is your husband doesn't mean you must abide to all his wrong doings. And what you can also do is be there for him and the family. Now once I can actually help you and give you advice I will. But it is what it is, leave it all into Allah's hands and put your trust in him. You cannot make salaah yet until Ameerah is there months and we both know that but you can still make duaa. Make duaa my dear. Now it is getting later and cold for Ameerah, you must head home now." Oemie said. "Jazakallah kheir (Shukran/Thank you) Oemie. Give my salaams to my brothers and my Abee and I will see them soon. Inshaa Allah  (If Allah wills)." I said standing up and greeting my perfectly great mother before heading home.

Little did I know heading home will be causing me more and more problems. I messaged my oemie to let her know we reached safely at home alhamdulilah.

"Where were you and don't you dare tell me you just went to your parents place because we both aware that, that is utter BS!" Ameer said as soon as we stepped into the house. "Asalaamu Alaykum Ameer." I greeted. "I'm waiting!" He said.

I could sense the anger in him, I really could.

"Are you so angry that you forget to greet me?" I asked. "I ask you a question Aisha and I am expecting an answer!" He said. "I don't have time for this. I am going to wash Ameerah and then make supper." I said. "Is that fine with you?" I asked but I could see him fuming. I was about to walk when he pulled me to face him, making me almost lose grip on Ameerah.

"You find this enjoyable? I am sitting here at home stressed out about my so called brother?!" He said. "Can I take Ameerah up and then we resolve this like adults and not amimals?" I asked and he said nothing so I went up placed her on our bed, took the monitor and went down. I cannot wash her since she is still asleep. "I love the fact you took your daughter to her father today." He said and I stopped dead in my tracks. "You think I wouldn't find out then after you went to him, you went to my parent's place and after that you went to Ameerah's real father's parent's place to do what? Are we going to try to be the loving family again?" He asked. "Ameer you misunderstanding the situation." I said.

"Oh No Aisha I understand this situation, one hundred percent. You took Ameerah there after we argued so that if I leave you, you got a back up plan right? You wanted her to meet her loving grandparents and father right? Well guess what you can take your stuff and you can go back to that horrible people!! You can go back to the husband that left you to be in the house all by yourself!! You can go back to the house where you felt like a prisoner for all I care!! Because I -

"DON'T YOU DARE FINISH THAT SENTENCE! YOU MISUNDERSTANDING THIS WHOLE SITUATION!! IF ONLY YOU WOULD LISTEN TO ME INSTEAD OF SHOUTING AT ME!! LET ME EXPLAIN MY SIDE!" I said. "Your SIDE? YOUR SIDE IS AS CLEAR AS DAYLIGHT TO ME!" He said. "No it's not AMEER FREDERICKS AND YOU AND I BOTH YOU BEING STUBBORN RIGHT NOW BECAUSE YOU BELIEVING IN WHAT YOU THINK!! SO DON'T YOU DARE TELL ME YOU WANT A DIVOURCE BECAUSE WE HAVE BEEN ARGUING FOR THE LAST TWO NIGHTS." I breathed out as I really wanted to break down and cry right now, but I won't, I refuse to!

"You want to know where I went today? Fine I will tell you!" I said.

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