Girl meets The broken

Chapter 6

Allison's POV:

I was in the music room working on a song when I was asked to perform for the exhibit thing. I shrugged and said I'll think about it and continued practicing.
After I was done practicing I went to class. I got caught by Lucas at my locker. "Hey. How you doing?"
I shrugged. "Upset because I have no parents anymore. I'm tired Lucas."
He hugged me "it's okay."
I hid my face and began to cry. "Shh, I got you Ally. Im here for you."
I nod. I wiped my eyes and walked to class with him.
Today is parents career day. Alex and I don't have any parents any more so there's that. I

Riley asked "what about you guys Alex and Allison."
I looked at Alex and he answered "well considering the last couple days we don't have parents. Our mom is dead and our father is in jail after hurting Allison." I nod in response.
Lucas rubbed my shoulder. "Thanks" I mouthed

The next day I was practicing again and I decided to do it. I picked out a song for the art thing. I was deciding between two songs. But I was currently practicing this one. I decided on Good Enough. I thought it was a good one.

When I was done practicing I caught up with the others. "Hey, sorry I'm late Mr. Matthews."
"That's fine. Allison." He said.
I sat in my seat.
Lucas waved at me and I smile. What happened next was shocking.

I wish I had a parent that even though is late came for me and Alex. I sighed. I watched this go on but I could feel a panic attack coming out of no where.

Lucas' POV:
I was listening to Maya's Mom when I looked over at Allison to check on her and she was having a panic attack. I got Alex's attention and got out of my seat to check on her. Mr. Matthews noticed to. "Allison, breathe with me. In and out." She looked at me and was trying to repeat the actions with me. She eventually calmed down. When she did she hugged me and cried into my arms. "I got you baby. I got you." I whispered in her ear.
Everyone looked at me in shocked. "What?"
Maya answered "I just never saw anyone calm her down besides Alex."
"Well, I'm glad I was able to. She's had a rough couple days." I said.
Riley asked "do you know what's wrong with her?"
I nod and said "I know and he knows" I began pointing at Alex "but it's up to Allison if she wants to say."
"Okay." She said.
I kissed her Allison's forehead. Then Alex took her and held her. "Thanks man." He said.
"Of course. She's amazing." I said.

Allison's POV:

That night we went to art exhibit thing and I was called up to perform.

I don't know why he left,
But he's been gone for seven months,
There's a tension in the air that's not so fun.
Mom's been losing weight, I can tell she's not okay,
I wonder if it's my fault he went away
I feel like I'm drowning, I feel like I'm broken
I've been ripped down the middle, I am ripped down the middle.
My house is a war zone, my life is a battle,
And I'm stuck in the middle, I am stuck in the middle
Whatever I did, I would take it all back,
I'd circle the world to get back that we had,
Tell me what must I do to deserve your love,
Is there any way, I'll ever be good enough?
Is there any way, I'll ever be good enough?
I don't know why he left, but I don't think he's coming back,
Relationships don't come easy to me
I never learned how to love or how to stay when things get rough,
How can you know something you're never seen?
I feel like a hurricane, my heart is breaking,
It's been ripped down the middle, I am ripped down the middle
I feel like a lost cause, all I ever do is screw up,
Ever since I was little, I've been ripped down the middle
Whatever I did, I would take it all back,
I'd circle the world to get back that we had,
Tell me what must I do to deserve your love,
Is there any way, I'll ever be good enough?
Is there any way, I'll ever be good enough?
I've spent my life trying to hide all of my weakness from everyone
I try so hard to play the part, cover all my scars,
But it's never enough, no it's never enough
Whatever I did, I would take it all back,
I'd circle the world for you, mom and dad
Tell me what must I do to deserve your love,
Is there any way, I'll ever be good enough?
Is there any way, I'll ever be good enough?
Is there anything in this world that I could do?
Is the any way I'll ever be...
Maybe I'm already...
Good enough

A/N: Not my song. Cimorelli's song.

When I was finished Maya came up and hugged me. "My dad left me when I was little."
I hugged her back. "Glad you like it."
"Thank you." She said wiping tears.
I smiled. "Anytime."