Rock 'N Roll never dies (Ethan Torchio x Female Reader)

Chapter 9 - Depression and Anxiety

Ethan's POV

Holy fuck I was mad. When I saw how pale (y/n) was I thought she saw a ghost. But when she told me she saw Damiano drunk... Fuck... I had to do something. But I couldn't do it alone. When (y/n) was taking care of the dishes I talked to Victoria.

"Damiano stayed awake the whole night drinking again. " I told her in Italian. Her smile from the pancakes faded and she looked at me mad and disappointed at the same time. She let everything stand there and walked to his room, and I followed her. Damiano sat on his bed and he clearly looked far from okay. Victoria stood in front of him with his arms crossed and fuck... She was so mad at him.

"Really? Dude she's new. And you behave this way towards her. What is your fucking problem? She was pale from fear! "

"She didn't have anything to do outside at that time. "

"That is not an excuse Dam." I crossed my arms.
"Dude what's wrong with you? You have been acting so weird since we got back from the tour..."

"Giorgia broke up." I let my arms fall in shock and widened my eyes.

"What?... " Victoria asked softly in shock.

"What happened?" Damiano looked down.

"Plenty of things... She wants children... I don't... I'm not ready... And she was so mad... She cheated... " I was so mad... So... Fucking mad... But I couldn't show it. Not now. My empathy for Damiano was more important now.

"Why didn't you tell us?" Victoria sat down next to him.

"When? And how? Oh my god you were so busy! I was glad when Thomas could sleep well for once." His arm pointed out of the room to show that Thomas was still sleeping. Then he pointed at Victoria.
"You just started dating your girlfriend and you are so happy! I didn't want to take that from you." Victoria looked down. Then he looked at me.
"And you? You finally have the person you love here. You have been crying for days because you worried about her. Why should I make it worse?"

"Because you are our family... " I told him.
"And yes. I was worried about her. But you were there for me. You were there when Thomas didn't want to sleep because of his nightmares. You were there when Victoria lost her mom. Why shouldn't we be there for you now then?"

"We love you Dam. And we want you to be okay" Victoria hugged him tight. Damiano started to cry.

"I just want to be loved... " I looked down and sat next to him to comfort him.

"You are loved. By us. And by our fans. Your fans. I know that you loved Giorgia. But this shit happens. You will find someone who loves you just the way you are. I promise. " I kissed his head and hugged him.

"And I'll confiscate the alcohol. I won't let you drink it anymore. It just makes things worse. " Victoria said to him. Damiano nodded and hugged us.

"I love you guys"

"We love you too. " Victoria and I said in unison.
"Now come on. Ethan made breakfast for us."

"Your famous pancakes?" Damiano smiled at me with his puppy eyes. I smiled and nodded.

"Did I hear pancakes?" Thomas stood in the door and rubbed his eyes tired.

"Yes sleeping beauty. You to get ready and I'll warm up the pancakes for you." I smiled and saw the two boys have a race against each other on who was in the bathroom faster.
"Slow down kids! " I laughed

"Yes mom! " They said in unison and kept running. I shook my head with a smile and walked downstairs to warm up their breakfast. I let them eat and looked around through the house. I checked my phone, but no message.

Wait... Where's (y/n)?