(Y/n) 's POV
There was one more shot that I had. The hills where we had our official first date before our kiss. Thankfully I had a friend who helped me prepare everything with help of pictures. We arrived at the spot and Ethan smiled brightly.
"Wow... This looks... Amazing." I saw a little blush appear on his cheek. I smiled.
"I know. It's truly amazing." Ethan looked at me.
"Did you do all of this by yourself?" I smiled and shook my head.
"I had a little help. Come on." I sat down on the picnic towel and so did he. The food was amazing, just like when he did it for me. I let him eat and enjoy everything while I couldn't stop looking at him
"Don't you want anything?" He asked me, but I shook my head.
"I'm not hungry. Go ahead." He continued eating, but a little less. He was probably uncomfortable with eating alone.
"So... Why did you prepare all of this for me, (y/n)?" Ethan asked me after he swallowed a chocolate strawberry.
"Well... I thought it could help you remember. I... Saw pictures of a picnic you made and wanted to recreate it." Ethan looked at me confused.
"I... Did it?" I nodded and he looked down at the strawberry in his hand.
Ethan's POV
I... Saw pictures of a picnic you made and wanted to recreate it." (Y/n) told me. Wait... I did that? I looked at the strawberry and started to remember...
𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰𝘱 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘢 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘺 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬. 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘪𝘦𝘸 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘥𝘦𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘩 𝘪𝘵. 𝘖𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘐 𝘧𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘢 𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘴𝘱𝘰𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘥 𝘧𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘐 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘱𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘢𝘨 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯.
/𝘐 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘪𝘤/ 𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥. 𝘐 𝘰𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘱𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘢 𝘣𝘪𝘨 𝘱𝘪𝘤𝘯𝘪𝘤 𝘣𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘬𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘴𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘮, 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘴. 𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐 𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘣𝘣𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘩 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘬𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘬𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘴 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘴 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥. 𝘐 𝘩𝘶𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘥 𝘢 𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘴𝘰𝘧𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘐 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘪𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭. 𝘐 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘢 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘝𝘪𝘤.
"𝘊𝘪𝘢𝘰 𝘉𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘢." 𝘐 𝘢𝘯𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘦.
"𝘊𝘪𝘢𝘰 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘰. 𝘏𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘥𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨?" 𝘐 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘥.
"𝘗𝘦𝘳𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘭𝘺. 𝘚𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘵." 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵.
"𝘐 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘵." 𝘝𝘪𝘤 𝘭𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘦𝘥
"𝘖𝘩 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦. 𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘵 𝘪𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘣𝘰𝘺𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮. 𝘠𝘰𝘶'𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘦." 𝘐 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴.
"𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘰. 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘱𝘪𝘤𝘬 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘶𝘱 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘦."
"𝘖𝘬𝘢𝘺. 𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘦𝘹𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘦𝘯𝘵." 𝘝𝘪𝘤 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘥. 𝘐 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘥.
"𝘖𝘧 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦. 𝘚𝘦𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳." 𝘐 𝘩𝘶𝘯𝘨 𝘶𝘱 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭.
"I... I did..." I looked at (y/n) and saw a spark in her eyes. She smiled brightly as if she was proud that I was finally remembering more.
"I still don't remember the girl, but I remember everything around it." Her spark faded a little, probably because she thought that she would finally be finished helping me.
"Sorry." I looked down.
"It... It's fine..." (Y/n) looked down, but by her expression I could tell... It wasn't fine at all...
(Y/n)'s POV
Nothing... It was all for nothing... what was the worth of it anymore? He would never remember me. I guess I shouldn't be so selfish and just make sure that he keeps his memories of everything else.
"Let's just go home and rest. It's been a long day." I started packing up everything and Ethan helped me. While he was busy with folding the blanket I wiped away a tear that fell down my cheek since I didn't want him to worry. He gave me the blanket which I put on the basket and he took our jackets as we left the place.
The walk was silent. We didn't talk to each other, we just walked. From the corner of my eye I could see that Ethan wanted to say something... But he didn't dare to. We walked to my home since my mom was on a business trip, which gave us the chance to have some privacy without her interrupting about the boyfriend-girlfriend-situation that didn't even exist. But whatever. It just wasn't meant to happen...
Ethan's POV
The unhappiness of (y/n) killed me. She was such a happy soul, always chering up everybody. And now I destroyed it. It was my fault. I held my tears as she opened the front door of the house. From the corner of my eye I saw a balcony, and it looked oddly familiar.
"I like the balcony.." I looked at (y/n). She just shrugged.
"Thanks. It's mine." She opened the door and went inside. I followed her, taking one last look at that balcony...
A/N
Hey you guys! I am terribly sorry for not posting for a while! I just started my apprenticeship in August and currently the combination of lots of studying and little motivation is kinda killing this story. But I promise that this story will not die. Just note that I might not be able to give you updates really frequently. But whenever I find time, I will write.
Until then, stay safe and healthy. :)
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