(This story is set when ward leaves rafe, so that's why rafe- a kook works )
Y/N meets rafe at a bar where he works
she was meant to meet to meet a date but he was a no show. Her would gets struck and everything comes crashing down.
She starts fres...
I wake up to the sun shining brightly in my eyes. I squint to see better. I feel a warm pair of arms around my waist. I stare in confusion. I look to my left and it's rafe. I gently remove his arm off my and walk out into the living room. I find paper and a pen so I decide to write note.
Sorry I went so early I have to get to work, thank you for letting me stay and being so kind to me hope we see each other again some time my phone number is 07792229306 -y/n.
I slowly go down stairs to get a can home. In the cab I text my flat mate maddi to see if she's home. Theirs no answer that's odd. I know it's early in the morning but she should be home. I think nothing of it and day dream out of the window until I'm home. 10 minutes later the cab stops I pay the man and walk into the elevator. I press floor 6 and wait patiently. The elevator dings the doors open I walk out and knock on the door. No answer. I try to open it and the door is unlocked. I check to see if maddi is in her bedroom but she's not, In fact she's nowhere to be seen. I go into the kitchen ant from afar I see and piece of paper on the counter directed to me.
Dear y/n,
I feel like I have to move on with my life and by that I mean move out and move out of this country with josh.I walk over to the couch in despair and pure confusion. It's not you it's just that I want to travel. I'm sorry I couldn't say one last final goodbye in person and I'm sorry your reading this. Do not try to contact me or josh it will be a waist of your time. I will never forget all the good memories we had to get her in the apartment. Y/n you will always be in my heart forever and you know I'll always love you xx
-maddi<3
I rub my head as tears flow in my eyes. How could she leave in a click of a finger. We were so happy. How could she just turn on my like that. I rip the paper up and throw it into the bin as I walk past it. I wipe my eyes as I turn on the shower. I walk to my room and put my phone on charge. I strip down and shower. After I go back and lay on my bed to see a unknown number has texted me saying:
Un: I missed you this morning
Y/n: rafe is this you?
Un: yea
Y/n I had to go to get ready for work
Un: well hopefully we can see each other again sometime
Y/n: sure when
Un: how about tonight at 8
Y/n: alr I'll send you my address now.
I change the name to rafe and turn my phone off. You may be wondering what I do for work well I'm a stripper. I have awkward times for when I go to work and come home. But it's Friday 10th of December at 11am I don't think anyone will be there other than old business men. I pack my bag and head to the club. I'm in the dressing room talking with the girls and one of them mentions have I been dating recently:
Boni : so y/n have you been seeing anyone
Y/n: well last night I had no where to go so I was talking to this cute bartender and he offered me to stay at his place.in his bed. With him. I say smirking.
Kaycee : did you have sex
Y/n: no I've just met the guy, but we are seeing each other again tonight at 8 and he's picking me up.
Boni: so proud baby might find someone
Y/n: shut up bon
I put my lashes on and head out on stage. The lights hit me, and the song come on. I start to dance All the men throwing money at me. Begging me to show my tits for tips.People think stripper life is amazing with all the money, but it's actually sad. At sometimes I get sick of how men act and what they say to me. I get sick of the way my body looks or how I look. Sometimes I don't want to look in the mirror. I have body dissatisfaction I try to change myself all the time, new style, new makeup or new hair colours. I do all of this for other people not caring what I think. All this overthinking in my head so erring if I'm being judged every minute, people whispering all around. It makes you depressed and want to die. It's what I have to do to get food and a roof over my head. I untie my bra strand and my top falls to the ground. The music stops and I know my dance is over. I grab my money and go back to the changing room.
Boni: how much
Y/n: 1k
Boni: fuck me, that's amazing for this early in the morning.
I short a quick and short sarcastic smile.
I change and head back to my place for a nap before I get ready for my so called date.I walk through my door and sigh. I sit on my couch and begin to sob. Mascara dripping down my cheek. I always do this myself. I go home do nothing cry because I feel sorry for myself. I blame my self for everything even when it's not even my fault. I lay down and daydream. next thing you know I wake and check my phone 6pm. Oh fuck this date is at 8. How long did I sleep for. I run to shower again. I curl my hair and do natural makeup look. He didn't say where we were going but I'm still going to ware a dress. I look at my phone rafe text saying he was outside. I look out the window and see him in his car. I lock the door behind and head to the elevator. I hit bottom brown and exit the building to his car.he starts the car up.
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Rafe: you look amazing
Y/n: thank you, you don't look bad yourself
Rafe: I try
Y/n: so where are we going
Rafe: I booked a fancy restaurant
I turn to look at him
Y/n: I would have been happy with watching a movie but a fancy dinner, don't mind if I do.
