𝙋𝙡𝙖𝙮𝙗𝙤𝙮| Rafe Cameron

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙨𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣

Y/n pov: 

My eyes flutter open barely my eyelids are heavy. I'm led in freezing water. I look down to see bloody water and bloody clothes. I-..... I should be dead, I shouldn't be here. I cut myself multiple time so why am I breathing. I stand to try to get out but I slip and fall on the floor. I grip the floor and drag myself to the corner. Fuck. I lean my head back and gasp for air, lips are cold I have no energy. My eyesight flickers.

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I wake up again to banging and shouting.

Rafe: y/n I sorry

Rafe: let me in, please

Rafe: y/n I know your there you haven't left for 3 days.

Rafe: fine 

Everything goes silent. Then bang the door come off. Rafe comes barging in he stops at the sight of me. His face was priceless.

Y/n: well look who it is my hero rafe

Rafe: what did you do?

Y/n: you know I've been wanting to do this for a while but for some fucking reason I'm still alive I mean look at all the blood in the tub, I should be dead. I wasn't going to do it but when you told be you were just sleeping with me, that well that tipped me over the edge and you know what why are you even here

Rafe: because-

Y/n: save it you want to try to say sorry we make up and this all happens again but the next time I actually go...

Rafe: y/- 

Y/n: right 

I pull myself up by the wall.

Y/n: look at me, this is what you did to me!

Rafe: your a psycho and you need serious help 

Y/n: no i need to feel loved I need to feel needed I'm just alone and afraid, but you- you... played me, I loved you I trusted you... I love you but obviously I wasn't enough 

Rafe: no yo-

Y/n: what I'm a slut I'm just another one of your girls, rafe I'm on the urge of dying and honestly I don't care because you were the only thing I was living for

Rafe: but I did love you 

Y/n: bullshit, prove it

Rafe: you want me to prove it 

Y/n: yes that'- 

I fall down to the ground.

Rafe: y/n, y/n

He gets down on his knees

Rafe: y/n please wake up, y/n breath, please stay with me 

Rafe dials 999 (British police number but it would be 911 in American)

Rafe: hello 999 please I need help somebody is dying in apartment 219 in bezide apartments on old street please hurry.

He hangs up.

Rafe: it's okay police are coming, please I need you.

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All I here is a repeating beep and I smell chemicals. Bright light above me wires everywhere.

Y/n: uuhhh 

Rafe: y/n: your awake 

Y/n: where am I 

Rafe: your in a hospital 

Y/n: why am I here

Rafe: do you not remember 

Y/n: I blacked out 

Rafe: no before that 

Y/n: oh, um yeah 

Rafe: um well now that your awake I guess I'll see you around 

Y/n: um yeah 

As soon as rafe leaves I get up and walk around. I see this other girl doing the same so I decide to go up to her.

Y/n: hey

Girl: hi 

Y/n: I'm y/n: 

Girl: I'm Katharine, but people call me kat 

Y/n: nice to meet you

Kat: what's your story 

Y/n: we might need to sit down for this 

Y/n: from the the beginning, me and this guy were dating each other for months and I was falling in love with his so one night we were watching a movie and I decided to tell him I loved him but he said he was just trying to get into my pants, so for me he was the only person in my life and keeping me together he was the only person I really loved so I told him to leave I took some pills.

Kat: some

Y/n: the whole bottle, anyway I ran a bath got in made five cuts in each of my arms and led their for two days, how I'm here I don't know. Next things I try to get up but I fall so I drag myself to the corner of the bathroom and blackout again. I wake up to him kicking the door down and then we have this massive argument how about I don't want to be here Then I fall and then the next thing I know I'm here.

Kat: well 

Y/n: so what's your story 

Kat: got hit by a car, but minor injuries 

Y/n: cool, I better get back

Kat: same but nice to meet you though 

Y/n: same, I'll see you around I guess 

I walk back to my room and sit on my bed. I hear my phone vibrate it's rafe. 

Rafe: can we talk 

Y/n: I'm listening 

Rafe: look y/n I sorry that I made you do what you did, but um I love you and I'll do anything to be with you so please y/n can w-

Y/n: no I can't keep doing this with you rafe stop, you have no right to tell me you love me  after you ran out on me don't you hear yourself I did what I did because of you so do you dare for one minute ring to me saying you love me when you had the chance to, don't ring me again.

I lean back in the hospital bed, and dial a number into my phone.

Y/n: hey, jj is it possible for you to come back to London as soon as possible some things have happened and I really need you right now.

JJ: sure anything I'll get the next flight out

Y/n: thank you, and being a lot of cloths I want you to stay for a while 

JJ: yep sure 

Y/n: love you j really I do, bye 

JJ: love you two y/n/n bye 

I pull the covers over me and stair out into the door way. I blink and see blood on the floor. I lift my head of the pillow and blink again but this time it's gone. I rub my eyes and fall asleep.

A/n

Happy 2022 everyone hope everyone is okay 

Please if anyone feels like this talk to someone I've felt like it and I've talked to someone and I'm doing so much better it really does help to talk and get your feelings out there.

Love y'all <3