21: Disappointed

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After slamming your bedroom door shut, you jumped into your bed and buried your face in your pillow before letting out a muffled scream

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After slamming your bedroom door shut, you jumped into your bed and buried your face in your pillow before letting out a muffled scream.

Y/n, you stupid idiot!

You punched the pillow several times before stopping and roll on your bed and look at the ceiling. These past few days you've been really out of yourself, you're acting out of character and doing things you usually don't do since you've met the guys. You don't just let some stranger into your house or invite some guys to have dinner at your house and even let some people you barely know to take care of you and sleep with you.

At first you thought it's because you were just looking for some company or distractions because of what happened with Haru but as time goes by, you realize that there is something about them that made you feel euphoric and calm at the same time. You enjoyed their company and the way they treat you; they make you feel like they really care for you. But at the same time, it scares you.

It's only been a week since you met them and yet you're too comfortable to be with them, you thought that things are going too fast and you're afraid with the consequences of it. Especially when you're alone with them, you feel yourself getting much bolder and thinking immoral things that you know are wrong. Just like now with Kakucho, you don't usually argue with people and just do what they asked but for some reason you want to tease him.... you want to test him how far he'll go just to get what he wants.

You even felt a little disappointed when you found out that he didn't really have a turn on. You know it's fucked up and messed up but you kind of enjoyed it, you like seeing them being affected with what you do. You feel powerful.

You jolted when a knock breaks you out of your day dreaming.

"Y/n?" you heard Kakucho called you from the other side of the door. You immediately panicked not knowing what to do.

"Y/n? Are you asleep?" he asked again, so instead of opening the door or answering him, you lay back down on your bed and decided to fake sleep. You have your body facing up with the comforter up to your stomach while your head were slightly tilted to the left facing the door.

You heard Kakucho knocked again. "Hey, I'm coming in, okay?" you then heard the door opened. You tried your best to fake sleep and breath deeper to make it more plausible that you really are sleeping.

"So, you really are sleeping" Kakucho lowly said as you heard his footsteps walking towards you. You felt the bed sink as he probably sat on it, you were positioned on the middle of the bed so there's a space for him so sit. You almost flinched when you felt his fingertips touched your cheek and caressed it slowly, his thumb rubbed on the side of your lips softly as if he's gonna brushed it if he pressed too hard.

"How can you be this beautiful and seductive as you sleep?" he whispered as he continued to caress your cheeks. Your hands underneath the comforted gripped on your skirt when you felt him placed his thumb on your lips and rubbed it from side to side. His cold thumb slightly pushed down your lower lip and rubbed the wet part of your lip, sweat started to form on your palms and forehead because of the nervousness youre feeling.

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