19: Cold

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Just kill me right now

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Just kill me right now. Let me jump off a bridge and die.

That is what's running inside your head right now as you watch Koko's shirt drenched in your vomit. You're already inside your apartment and in the kitchen watching Koko took of his dress shirt full of your disgusting vomit.

You put a hand on your mouth when you felt yourself wanting to throw up again because of the sight of it.

"Are you okay, Y/n?" Kakucho asked you who's right beside you.

You shook your head. "I'm gonna throw up again" you said before running towards the bathroom almost stumbling in hurriedly.

You kneeled in front of the toilet as you gagged all the remaining organs in your body, your stomach ached when you realized there is nothing to throw up anymore. A hand rubbed your back as you vomit air in the toilet.

"Easy... don't force yourself to throw up if there is nothing" Kakucho stated as he continued to slowly rubbed your back to help you throw up.

After a few antagonizing minutes of vomiting, you finally stopped when there is nothing to throw up anymore other than shame and humiliation. Kakucho handed you a glass of water to help you rinse your mouth.

"Thank you" you said before gargling the water in every corner of your mouth, you then stand up to brush your teeth while Kakucho assist you as you stand up. After brushing your teeth thoroughly, you two make your way back to the kitchen to check on Koko.

As you walked in the kitchen you can't even look at him in shame, you just bowed your head. "I'm so sorry for throwing up on you Koko, I really am very sorry. I didn't to let it out on you... it's just that.... when I heard you talking about me throwing up...its kind of just...." you trailed off your words when you felt your face turn red in humiliation. "It just happened... I'm really sorry" you apologize at him.

You heard Koko laughed a little. "It's fine, Y/n really. When I said you can throw up rather than keep it in it's just, I mean it. I didn't know you were actually going to throw it up on me" he chuckled again. You raised your head again to give him a proper apology when you choked on your own words seeing him shirtless in front of you.

His silvered hair is now up on a ponytail with a few strands of his bangs hanging on his face, he's only left with his black pants and belt that wrapped around his waist. His upper body is dripping wet, he probably also wiped it to get rid of the smell. You tried to grab on the nearest chair in front of you when you felt yourself getting lightheaded again.

"Woah...woah...woah..." you heard him said as he tried to support you but Kakucho was the first to aid you.

"Are you getting dizzy again? Do you want to go to bed and rest?" Kakucho asked you and you nodded your head when you felt the pain coming back again.

"Okay, here let me help you" Kakucho assist you to your room to help you lie down. The three of you entered your room and immediately you just want to bury yourself in your bed and hammered your head on the pillow to stop the pain and humiliation.

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