When we all fall asleep, where do we go?

5. all the good girls go to hell

Safety

Safety is what Callum felt when he woke up next to Mick's small body. "good morning Cally." Mick said tiredly. Callum loved that nickname Mick gave him. "Morning Micky, how'd you sleep?" Callum asked with low voice. "very good, u?" "Better than in a long time. It's race day buddy we should get ready." "I know but couple more minutes? I still have 1,5h before I need to go to have breakfast with my team." "Okay but five minutes then you'll go to take a shower." And after five minutes Mick was already taking a shower.

Callum saw Mick finishing 18th. Callum knew Mick would be disappointed after the race. Callum thankfully knew what to do to, how to distract Mick from the disappointment in the race. Last race of the tripleheader was Qatar and Callum was so fucking tired, but he knew only next week and a free week after it. he also knew he couldn't spend it with Mick.

When they both arrived to their hotel Mick "Are you coming to Qatar?" "I guess I am, I haven't talked much about it with the team members but yeah why I wouldn't I?" Callum asked confused. Mick shook his head nervously. "yeah i don't know" Callum was sitting on the bed while Mick was packing his stuff. Callum noticed how his hand were shaking.

"you need help? i packed my things already." Callum decided to ask. "no, i'm almost ready." Mick tried to say without sounding nervous. "micky, your hands are literally shaking. come here."

Callum noticed Mick getting up and walking up to him then he decided to get up from the bed also. The Brit took Mick hands into his and hold them tightly until they weren't shaking anymore. Callum knew it worked. "Mick what's wrong, you've been acting weird lately." Mick didn't answer, he didn't even look at Callum. "It's alright, come here." Callum pulled him into a hug, Mick rested his forhead on Callums shoulder. The German looked so exhausted.

"Thank you buddy, I really needed it." The younger boy said, he sounded relaxed. Callum wished Mick could understand he can be himself around Callum, he wasn't going to judge him not at all. Later they ended up packing together.

After packing they ate snacks and watched Netflix together just some crappy movie and stuff. Morning was awful, since both of them were tired and exhausted. Only one week left of the tripleheader.

"let's go cally" Mick said when they stepped into the plane. Callum couldn't sleep on the plane but he listened music and watched the other boy sleeping peacefully next to him.

Callum was deep inside of his thoughts. How Mick didn't know about his little habit. Callum couldn't tell to Mick it would break his heart. There was still red lines on his thighs which bled everytime Callum scratched them or something.

Callum ended up deciding, he will tell Mick when he's ready to tell but not now. Then the plane already landed.

He got out of the plane after Mick, his skin was beautifully glowing under the sun. Qatar was gorgeous place and both of them loved it.

Callum met with his team on the airport after Mick went with Haas. After the checked all the things with the team, he went to find Mick, but he didn't answer his phone. Callum knew Mick was in his hotel room but he didn't know what was he doing.

Callum made his way to the other boys hotel, on the way meeting other drivers like Nicholas Latifi and Esteban Ocon.

This was the second time Mick wasn't answering. It always freaked him out a little bit. He was now middle of random street almost crying because he was so worried. What if something had happened to him?

Callum kept walking and walking, the way from track to hotel wasn't too long but long enough to take time. It was middle of sunny day.

Callum tried to calm down thinking of maybe Mick was sleeping or something else.