Back And Forth (Sequel To Sent From Above)

46.This Is It.

    A.N's I know I don't do this, so this is rare for me but thesea are the songs I used while writing this chapter.

     One Republic - Au Revoir                                                                                                                                      Amber Run - I Found                                                                                                                                               One Direction - Once In A Lifetime. 

   I recommend you guys to listen to them while reading this chapter but if you don't that's fine either way.  This was hard for me to write. And it took me hours, days to get it how i wanted it to be. But here it is. Enjoy.

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      "You don't get it don't ya?" He scoffs, "Do you not see what's going on here Harry? No, you don't." He pushes me, "You're just blinded by this so called pathetic relationship you have going on with Remi. I gave her a warning if she ever hurts you again, I would lose all full respect for her. And that, she earned from me. So no Harry, I don't like you being with Remi." 

  Hearing those words coming out of him was making me starting to realize what really goes on in that mind of his. Louis continued, throwing shade at Remi for stuff she's done to me, I couldn't handle, but dare didn't speak up or I would have it from him. 

   "I'm telling you mate cause it's for the best. You should end it. She's not worth." He finished saying.

  "I'm not worth it?" We heard someone speak up from behind us. My body went stiff, my heart breaking in two, knowing it was her. She was here. Louis's eyes widened in horror and slowly turned around to be faced with a teary eyed girl whose luggage were dropped onto the floor. Hurt and betrayel written all over her face as she was slowly taking a step or two back.

 

       "Remi!" I shout for the second time as I was chasing after her. From there, I didn't care if I was pushing or bumping people in my way. I was too concerned of not wanting to lose Remi in the crowd. 

     "For fucks sakes REMIANNE!" I barked, people around me sending glares and stares from me. I could hear Remi's sob from where I was which broke my heart more. To hear the girl you can't even think of leaving crying because of you. 

        "Remi! Please stop!" My voice cracked at the end. She stopped, still facing away from me but covering her face from everyone stares. Catching up to her, I placed my hand on her shoulder earning a gasp from her and her backing away. I felt rejected as she backed away from me.   

      "Remi listen...please." I pleaded, tears already going down on my face. 

    "Harry.." She turned around, her face all blotchy and eyes all puffy. "I can't no more..I don't think we can do this anymore." Her lip quivered, but she bit it to control it. 

       "This was only supposed to be a summer fling.." She looked down, "But this lead all the way to almost us getting married. Who thought we were gonna get married." 

       "I did!" I shouted, "I thought we were gonna get married Remi! I thought we were gonna live wonderfully, and have children!" I cried.

     She shakes her head no, a painful smile on taking over her face, "No Harry, that was never gonna happen. You're in a band that is still always busy with touring and making music, and us having a married life while all this is still going on.. I don't think I can do this. I want a normal life Harry..that's all I'm asking." She took a step closer, her thumb grazing my cheek. I closed my eyes under her touch.