Back And Forth (Sequel To Sent From Above)

11.The Orange Envelope

   I rejected the modeling agency and such. I didn't want to go through that. It would've been lovely but it just wasn't me . Hello I'm mastering a bachelor degree in Sciences . Modeling and sciences doesn't go so well . I called the guys telling them about what happened with Harry. They sounded so worried and frantic. They wanted to catch a plane to see him but I lied and told them he didn't want to see no one right now.

      It hurts them but they were okay with it. I told them I would keep them update with how he's doing. Next was Harry's mom. She was worried a bunch seeing from the tabloids , her son on the floor passed out and resting on my legs . I told her everything , he was fine and is right now . But right now I haven't been in his , my room few couple of days. Only to give him his medicine and anything else that the doctors give me for him. He was still mad about my earlier dramatic exit at the hospital few days ago.

          I remember earlier today , I saw the magazines of us plastered on the front covers of Harry collapsed on the floor and me looking scared to death. Paul told to remain down for a while after this has cooled down. I agreed with him , I didn't want to be nowhere out for these couple of days. Knowing I had only four months of school left , I decided to do the rest online.

        "Remi !" Jumping up from the couch from watching t.v. I ran upstairs to my room . There Harry , was half naked a towel covering his torso and down. I had to look away to not be distracted but it was pointless .

            "Yes Harry ?" I looked at him , my eyes looking straight at his.

     "Mum called me . " Nodding my head slowly , I knew she was going to call him .

            "And..?" I raised my brow. Sighing he put his shirt on , his abs flexing whenever he moved. Biting my bottom lips , I felt myself pinching my right hand.

       "She was asking if I was okay and all. But what I wanted to tell you is that I'm going to some shops at time squares to get some clothes , since the boys forgot to send the rest of the luggage .'' He mumbled the last part.

           Walking a few steps closer to him , he stopped doing what he was doing and backed a few steps from me. Feeling my heart break , but I kept myself from breaking down.

       "Do you want me to uh come ?" I asked him, looking down to the floor.

             "No I'm fine.'' He brushed past me , his shoulder bumping with mine . I looked back , watching getting the car keys along with the apartment and closing the door behind him. Like that , I broke down , my back sliding down the wall , my heart tearing a little bit.

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  Harry's P.O.V.

       Closing the door behind me without saying a goodbye to her has got to the worst feeling caving in my heart. Driving over to Times Squares, I still am sick but not with the fever. Remi did come into the room to just give my medication and leave the food she made for me. But only that , the rest of the time I kept to myself on my phone or just looking up in the empty ceiling.

        She had a t.v. in her room but I didn't want to see none. Cause I know , from what happened at the park , it would be everywhere. I didn't see the boys calling , or texting me about how I'm doing . I figured at least they would be freaking out by what was going on and maybe catch a plane to see me. But nothing.

            "Ugh!" I screamed out , my hands gripping tight on the steering wheel . Looking around if someone spotted me I saw no one looking over at me. Well it's Remi's car so I don't think people would look in this black Toyota Corolla . Why would Harry Styles drive this kind of car ? My cars , one of them are being shipped here so I don't need to be driving in this small one. 

         But what was that she did at the hospital ? The envelope seemed so important to her , it was like she didn't want me to know what was inside. I heard her from downstairs that she was rejecting the modeling business , that she didn't want to be no part of it . She going to be doing her last few months of school online , at home . It's been only two weeks I been living with Remi and it feels like such a struggle. No not a struggle that she a pain to be living with oh no , just the constant arguments we get into . Like right now , this is one of them.

       I truly didn't mean to back away from her when she was trying to get closer to me, that was an accident. Of course I did want her to come with me ! But the words slipped out of my mouth before I even had time to stop myself. She may think , she was trying to cover her hurt with just smiling a bit and nodding , I saw her face changed in a flat second .

               "Don't leave us.'' What did she meant by that ? What was she trying to tell me ?

        Putting the car to park , I got out to hear the roaring of the crowds and traffic. Putting my shades on , I knew I was going to get recognize right away , but ignoring the fact I walked up to the street lights waiting till we were next to walk across the street. Hearing people from behind me that I was Harry , I looked down to my shoes not wanting , in any mood to take photos with no one , nor have chats with people.

         First one walking across the street , I felt eyes on me from every part , even insides the cars I felt they were watching as well. My fingers going through my hair , I looked straight ahead , forgetting the surroundings around me. I just need this to get over with.

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        It's been five hours since Harry left and he hasn't been home yet. It did hurt that he didn't want me to come with him but hey , maybe it was guys stuff. I don't know. Or maybe he just didn't want to be with me at that moment. 

             "Hey hope you're doing okay with Harry. Keep us updated . Love you much ! -Niall''

     ''Don't forget about us ! Update us please . Love you xxx'' -Louis

        "Remi is everything okay ? You know I'm here for you . Hope Harry doing okay love . Talk to you soon . Maybe even see ya soon (; xxx'' -Zayn

           Liam did the calling cause texting kinda wasn't his thing when it came to important stuff. Funny boy . Watching t.v. and being a bum these past few hours I was about to pass out till I heard the door slam .Startled from it , I yelped . Harry looked over at me , his eyes wide and him panting for air. He dropped his bags to the floor slowly walking up to me . I stayed right where I was , my ass stuck to the couch .

         ''Don't tell me..'' He whispered to me, his face still in shock . Thousands of things were running in my mind thinking what is he talking about ? He kept his stare on me. But his eyes told another story. 

            "The orange envelope..'' I swallowed , thinking he knows. The next thing he did that stunned me , he wrapped his arms around me. His hands on my back were cold from the fall weather outside. I looked down to my feet which had fuzzy slippers on and back to him who was waiting for response , anything from me. But I was too speechless to say anything. ,''What was in that envelope Remi ?" He asked me for the last time.

      It was quiet, his hands remaining still on my back . ''What do you think Harry ?" I whispered to him . He gasped , his arms falling down to his sides. I felt tears forming , as I saw Harry as well tears were coming down on his cheekbones.

        Quietly he took a hold of my hands ,entwined them with his and whispered to me , in his hush tone. A smile appearing on his lips.

                                "I'm going to be a daddy.''

   Update soon - TLC xx