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POV: Billie

I'm cuddling Claudia, watching the office when my phone goes off. We stare at it for a second in silence as it has been dry for a few hours.

"What if it's her?" I ask picking up my phone with a big smile.
"I don't think-" Claudia starts but I cut her off with a scream.
"Omg it's her!!"
"Why is she calling?"
"Idk but- get out Claudia!!" I whisper yell at her as I jokingly push her to the door.

"Uhm- sorry about that." I apologize, as a small smile tugs at my lips. I watch as Mady takes her phone and I laugh.

"Hii Billieeee" she giggles waving at me through the phone.
"Hi mads, what's up?" I ask licking my lips.

"Nothinnn', just watching a movie with Alina." She smiles at the camera, looking back up at the movie.

"Oh, that's awesome." I smile, moving to lay down on my side.

"I really miss you billie." Mady sighs.
"I miss you too, mady." I smile with a small pout on my lips, as she starts crying.

"Oh honey no, don't cry." I say consolingly as she hands Alina her phone back.

After a moment of silence Alina looks back at the camera.

she opens her mouth like she's gonna say something but stops for a minute. "Billie-" I stop her. "Alina,, I-" I take a deep breath. I shouldn't have gotten mad at you. It's just, you know, if anyone found out the articles that would have been made saying that I probably have been doing them too."

I hear Alina let out a small sigh.

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Alina falls asleep but i decide not to end the call. She always left the call going while i was out of town.

i just don't want her to worry about me, about my cuts, my mental health, everything.

I miss her so much. I really hope this isn't the end of it all.

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