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   It took ten minutes to calm Felix down within that ten minutes pretty much everyone besides Jisung and Minho left. Mostly because they where told to leave.

    "I need to get out of here..." Felix muttered his voice was hoarse from the crying.

    Felix knew exactly where he was and he didn't want to be there.

   "We'll leave now." Hyunjin told him.

    Hyunjin stood first, helping Felix up.

    Jisung and Minho followed behind them. Walking down the stairs Felix's steps slowed down.

      Everything that happened the summer when he was fifteen flood his memories. Something he tried to forget, but it just wouldn't go away.

    He tried to Forget the fact that he held his boyfriend at the time in his arms as he died.

    He tried to forget the fact that if it wasn't for him, his boyfriend would still be here. He blamed himself for what happened because if he didn't invited that girl to hang out with them that night would have never happened.

    "Felix it wasn't your fault you had no idea she would do something like that." Minho stated.

    Hyunjin was a few paces ahead watching.

     "If I hadn't invited her, he would still be alive." Felix murmured looking at the blood stain on the ground.

     "Lix, no one had any idea that it would happen. She was nice and she befriend us then, she tricked us. All of us not just you." Jisung told him.

    Felix nodded, tearing his eyes from the stain he needed to get of here.

    The four made it out of the warehouse. Minho and Jisung split off head to their car while Hyunjin and Felix went to Hyunjin's car.

    "Darling is everything okay?" Hyunjin questioned holding his lover's hand.

      "I've been here before. When I was fifteen. Minho, Jisung, Chan, and I used to hand out here in the summers. One summer I had brought my boyfriend at the time with us. While we were here, we met a girl she was sweet and seemed so normal. But, then she killed my boyfriend. She tried to get Minho and Jisung too but, we got away.

    I haven't seen her since. I was fifteen when it happened. She just snapped and killed him. I think that is when I decided that being with a so-called Villain was a bad idea." Felix told his lover. 

    Hyunjin squeezed the youngers hand.

   "You can't blame yourself for what happened. You were fifteen." Hyunjin rubbed small circles on the youngers hand.

   "I know and I keep telling myself that but, I don't know it is stressful I suppose." Felix muttered.

   Hyunjin nodded. He didn't understand but, could at least be there for his lover.

    "How about we go home? Yeji is there with Izidora." Hyunjin suggested.

   Felix nodded.

     The two sat in a comfortable silence all the way home. Neither wanting to talk just enjoying each other's presence.

    Hyunjin opened the door to their home. The two walked in.

   "Daddy! Papa!" Izidora called out happily.

    Felix smiled seeing the girl running towards them.

       Both males bent down hugging the girl.

   "Hi, baby." Felix muttered happily.

   "Your hurt." Izidora lightly touched Felix's cheek.

     "I am, but it is fine. It'll get better." Felix smiled softly.

    "Jiji and I were watching a movie! Do you want to join us?" Izidora asked.

   "In a little bit sweetie. I have to go get cleaned up, I promise we will watch a movie after I get cleaned up." Felix told her.

     She nodded running back over to Yeji who was giving the a small smile.

  Felix mouthed a small thank you.

    Yeji nodded smiling a bit wider.

    Hyunjin followed Felix to their room.

   Something was still bothering Felix and he wanted to know what it was.

   "Lix, there is something bothering you what is it?" Hyunjin questioned closing their door.

    Felix took a deep breath grabbing some clothes.

    "I'm scared." Felix looked at Hyunjin taking a shaky breath.

     "If you are scared about the parks I promise you nothing will happen again." Hyunjin stated.

    Felix shook his head.

   "I am not scared about the parks. I am scared of myself." Felix whispered his voice cracking.

    Hyunjin furrowed his eyebrows.

   "Why?"

    "I just killed someone." Felix muttered.

   "You were protecting yourself." Hyunjin reasoned.

   "Hyunjin, even if I was protecting myself I am supposed to feel something. I feel nothing right now. I felt no remorse when I killed him. I should feel something. I should feel horrible for killing someone. He might not have been innocent but, I still should have felt something." Felix was crying for what he  didn't know but he was.

    Hyunjin bit his lip pulling the younger into a embrace.

     He knew exactly how the younger felt right now, because he went through the same thing.

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