mickey
i decided to walk down to the liquor store knowing ian would be there. god i miss his freckeled face. i think its kinda cute that he always let it slide even though his boss gets pissed. that gallagher kid has been stuck on my mind. no. what the actual hell. i need to snap out of this gay stuff. besides, if my dad found out i had a single thought of that kid id be in my grave in the blink of an eye.
i walk into the store but something feels wrong. whats up with me today. i need to snap out of it fast. "take whatever you want" ian said while smirking a little. kash isnt here right now so its fine. i grabbed a six pack and just walked out without saying a word. god i need mental treatment right now. i ran home fast. damn. my dad needs money. i know what time ian leaves so i can just steal it then. i walked back watching ian leave then entered through the back of the store quietly as possible. i had a pocket knife in my jacket so i just picked the lock. i heard some footsteps but just brushed it off. holy shit. kash was standing in front of me with a baseball bat. he started screaming at me but i couldnt hear anything. i just ran with the money and i luckily didnt get hurt. its better that i didnt hurt him either.
i got tired of running and slowed down but i was already at my house. oh god. i forgot mandy hangs out with ian. could she be his girlfreind? i heard somewhere that they were dating. why should i care? no. i dont. i just tossed the money at my dad and ran to my room. i started playing some random green day song i had on a weird record. and started downing one of the beers i stole. i almost passed out for a second. i heard loud bangs. wait. kash? eh thats not much trouble. next think i know my door just slams wide open. damn its ian.
"wheres the money?" ian said. he looked really serious. i could tell when something bothered him. "boyfreind send you?" i tried to hide the fact that i was honestly bothered. "im serious mickey give me the money". i just followed my instincts and smashed his face in. we started fighting but for some reason i felt the slightest bit of sympathy. he pinned me to my bed and gave me a.. weird lookin stare. we stayed like that for a good minute i think. he looked..
one thing lead to another..
afterwards he tried to kiss me. god.. what am i supposed to do. i like the guy but i cant show that. "im not gay" i said. and he left. god i screwed this up
im on my school acc so no swearing unless i wanna be expelled #boyboss
