at syempre, nagpunta nga ang mga tropapips ni mark sa bahay nila, pero 'di kasama si jeno baka bigla na namang mag-breakdown si cloud.
3 days pa lang naman ang lumilipas at ganoon pa rin si cloud, tulala pa rin tapos may mga times namang tutulo bigla luha niya pero wala namang emosyon na ipinapakita 'yung mukha niya.
his mom's still very worried.
nilulutuan niya si cloud ng mga paborito niyang pudams pero ganon pa rin, no response. although this day's different. he responded to mark earlier while asking him if he's cold or not.
nandito sila ngayon sa kwarto ni cloud, nakasalampak sa sahig habang si ulap eh nakabalot ng kumot niya sa kama niya.
"i don't know how to approach him," jaemin broke the silence. "naalala niyo naman nung huling nangyari 'yan nasipa niya sa jet lee si happy."
mark looked at him with confusion plastered on his face.
jaemin sighed. "the balls," then he pointed at his private part. "i heard it from cloudy's friends, i think it's a beki language."
natawa na lamang sila bago muling natahimik.
"i'll go first. i mean, i will try. sa ating lahat eh ako lang ang hindi pa niya nasusungitan," renjun volunteered, confidence overflowing in him. totoo naman, siya pa lang ang hindi nasusungitan ni cloud. kahit pa si jaemin na naging crush niya eh hindi nakaligtas sa pagsusungit niya.
tumayo si renjun mula sa pagkakasalampak atyaka pumunta sa kabilang side ng kama ni ulap. there, he found him awake, eyes wide open. nakatitig lamang siya sa kawalan.
"hey, cloudy," renjun smiled and caressed ulap's cheek. binaling ni ulap ang paningin niya kay renjun at bigla siyang naupo. tapos eh tumayo siya atyaka dumiretso sa pinto.
"iihi lang ako."
they all blinked aggressively, especially mark. sa nakalipas na tatlong araw, ngayon na lang ulit nagsalita si ulap.
lumabas na siya papuntang banyo at naiwan naman ang apat sa kwarto. lumapit sa kanila si renjun atyaka nag-shrug ng kaniyang balikat.
cloud
cloud: i know what ure tryna do brother
cloud: thank you
mark: anything 4 u syempre
cloud: don't worry, i'm doing fine. atleast.
cloud: rooftop, air
mark: i understand, cloudy.
mark: if u need anything, just call me. i'll bring it up there.
cloud: actually
cloud: let's camp here, for tonight
cloud: i'll call my friends
cloud: i'm doing fine now, i swear
mark: u sure?
mark: you know you don't have to pretend
cloud: i'm not
cloud: these past days, i've been thinking so deep and reflecting
cloud: i want to talk to winter and kuya jeno regrding the situation that we have right now
cloud: i think i'm ready to forgive them
mark: are you sure? it's only been three days, cloud
cloud: i am sure
cloud: i'm an adult now, and i don't think i'll be able to forgive them in the future if i will not do it today
cloud: and i literally miss them so much
cloud: this trauma...it will be buried now
cloud: and i actually wanna do something that i have never done before
mark: cloudy
cloud: SERYOSO KASI AKO KUYA OKAY
mark: im fucking ceying
mark: i love uou so much
cloud: corny mo
mark: I MISSED YOU
cloud: sige na umakyat na kayo dito tas akyat niyo na din mga gamit for later
cloud: and please lang isama mo si mama dito ilang araw na siyang nag-iinarte sa kwarto niya dinadamay pa si bulak
"CLOUDY!"
sinalubong nila mark si cloud ng mahigpit na yakap nang makaakyat sila sa rooftop. sumunod naman ang mama niya na iyak nang iyak.
"ma, nakakahiya ka! ang pangit mo umiyak, hello? sana aware ka," pagbibiro niya at niyakap naman niya ang mama niya pati na rin si bulak.
nagulat naman siya nang bigla siyang hampasin sa braso ng mama niya.
"siraulo. sige na, paghahanda ko kayo ng pagkain niyo."
yumakap pa ulit si mark kay cloud at ginulo niya ang buhok nito. "kadiri ka, hindi ka pa naliligo." pang-aasar niya at pinang-ikutan lang naman siya ng mata ni ulap.
"si renjun lang pala ang sagot," sabi ni jaemin na nagpapa-cute kay cloud.
"arte mo talaga, kuya jaem. nung isang araw pa ako okay. kaso lang pinag-isipan ko talaga 'to nang mabuti."
niyakap siya ulit ni haechan tapos eh hindi na siya nilayuan.
napangiti na lang si ulap.
i'm still so lucky.
muntik na ko maiyak istg
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