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jeno
jeno: sorry cloudy baby
cloud: like
jeno: is that really a big deal :(((
cloud: YES IT IS
jeno: he'll know. eventually.
cloud: but now is not the right time, kuya
cloud: i'm still unsure about my feelings for him, this might actually be an infatuation, too. kaya nga hindi ko pa sinasabi kay kuya eh. ni hindi ko nga sinabi sayo.
cloud: how did you even know
jeno: someone had mentioned it
cloud: who
jeno: my cousin
cloud: how did your cousin know about that
jeno: winter
cloud: PINSAN MO SI WINTER ?
jeno: i'm really sorry, cloudy. alam ko namang you're really very sensitive when it comes to your crushes and i should have been more careful
cloud: i am sensitive. really really sensitive
cloud: isipin mo mang mababaw ako pero sorry kuya tangina mo
cloud: you know all my traumas when it comes to my crushes kaya ayokong malaman pa ni kuya dahil alam kong mag-aalala yon
cloud: you know how i almost tried to end myself dahil lang sa nalaman ni shotaro na may gusto ako sa kanya
cloud: tapos ano ? they made fun of me because i'm gay and nadamay si aki and what did he do ? he aLMOST KILLED ME
cloud: i hope you know kung anong nagawa mo. i was so ready to move on, i've moved on actually. tas ayan.
cloud: i'm trying my best not to tremble right now. hindi mo alam kung ilang beses ako nagbubura ng letters dahil lang mali ako ng natatype perfectionist ako alam mo yan
cloud: pero kuya tangina lang kasi
cloud: you were there. YOU WERE THERE when he almost drowned me. you even tried to stop them but to no avail they dragged you out. you knew everything about what happened
cloud: hindi ko alam kung anong pumasok sa utak mo't naisipan mo pang gawin to.
cloud: mababaw na kung mababaw pero kuya i don't know kung paano kita mapapatawad
cloud: after this conversation please
cloud: i'm begging you not to talk to me until i'm ready
jeno: cloudy
cloud: please....
jeno: ok
BINABASA MO ANG
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Fanfiction"hi hello just want to brag na i have a new crush." 💌 wherein cloud who liked jaemin for a very long time happened to have a new crush. could this be a good sign for him to actually be in a relationship or a sign for him to stop and to just treasur...