Destined to be Apart

5

Stunned

"Uwi ka ng maaga mamaya for our dinner," nagaayos si mommy sa sala,

Di ko alam kung makakauwi ako dahil alam kong narito na naman mamaya ang paborito nilang anak.

"I'll try My, can't promise" tinalikuran ko na siya at tunulak na papasok ng school,

Habang nagd-drive may napansing akong babae sa gilid ng daan na tinutungo ang daanang papuntang school, looks like she's gonna be my school mate huh?

Second year college na ako but my friends wants to stay on the high school canteen, and i like that idea too dahil may natitipuhan akong high school. Their showing motives kaya pinapatulan ko na dahil bored ako at dagdag pa ang dinner mamaya.

Katatapos lang ng morning class namin kaya nag stay muna kami sa may canteen at saktong breaktime naman ng mga high school, while we were eating two girls entered the room and para akong natulala dahil sa nakikita kong babae sa may pintuan.

Adam tripped the other girl and I was amazed on how the pretty girl fight back, she's strong and not even flinch by Adam's strength. When I saw how she blink at nabigla sa pagsigaw ng kaibigan ko, fuck you adam!

Tinulak ko siya ng malakas kaya napaiwas siyang lapitan ang babae, and that's the time i get to see her closer.

She's so simple yet beautiful her cute chinky eyes, her small nose, chubby cheeks that fits her small face and her thin lips that makes her features smoother. She's perfect..

Her eyes meets mine and i was shock to even look away, her stare makes my heart beat. Tinabig ako ng kaibigan ko dahil sa pangingialam ngunit di ko iyon inalintana dahil nakasundo parin ang tingin ko sa kanya, at nang hinila na siya ng kaibigan niya ay doon ko lang naibaling kay Adam ang aking tingin.

"What was that? You're a college already,"

"Woah is that you man? Diba ito naman lagi ginagawa naten? What's wrong with you?" Balik na sabi nito. Tinalikuran ko na lamang siya dahil pati ako ay nanibago sa naasal ko kanina.
I just can't get off of her, Looks like i got A new girl.

Pagkauwi ko sa bahay ay nag iba na agad ang mood ko dahil sa loob ng pamamahay na ito ay wala akong lugar rito, lalo na kung nandiyan na ang paborito nilang anak. And I'm okay with that wala na din naman akong pakialam sa kanila 8 years ago.
Nasa palawan kami noon, I was 13 that time when we planned to escape the house during midnight to find some scary things, it's a dare and challenge to us. But during that something happened to my brother that made him faint, and all i can do was shout for help, when I was about to call mom and dad they already found us. To make the story short, they begun to hate me when that happened back then.

Kahit masakit pa rin hanggang ngayon ay hindi ko na pinagtutuunan pa ng pansin dahil wala rin naman akong kakampi, kaya pinakikisamahan ko nalang silang kumain sa tuwing nariyan siya.  Nakangisi siyang tumitingin sa akin, dahil alamnaming dalawa na nagsinungaling siya. I lost my appetite so bid them goodnight already, I don't want a coversation with them.

Kinabukasan ay late akong nagising dahil wala namang pasok kaya napagplanuhan ko na lang ag pag jogging, pababa na ako ng kitchen ng may marinig akong nag uusap sa may kitchen.

It was mom and dad talking about sending me out just for their son and his family to stay here, they don't want us both in this house. I'm the youngest but least priority. Fuck with that bullshit!

Before I could even reach the kitchen, I step back and go back to my room to get my luggages and clothes, ako na lang ang magkukusang umalis bago pa nila ako ipagtabuyan sa pamamahay na ito. Para rin lang naman ako nakatira sa bahay na marami ngang tao ngunit nararamdaman mong mag isa ka parin.