lonely hearts club. kim seungmin

eight.

seungmin's point of view

Last night was one hella roller coaster ride. I didn't even know where I got that confidence for asking her number. I bet she's hesitating a lot. Shoot. I am feeling bad about it. What if she really doesn't like to give her number to me?

Too much thoughts were running on my head as I contemplate whether to send her a message or not.

Gosh Kim Seungmin, have some balls. You got her number right? Text her now!

But what if she's busy? What if she's doesn't want to be disturbed?

Fuck.

I've never been so eager to talk to a girl until now. This girl Dani is different. Part of me kinda wants to see her face but I feel bad, what if she thought I am only after her looks? What if she thought I was some kind of stalker whatsoever.

Stop with the overthinking Seungmin. Go text her.

me: [8:21 am]
good morning dani :)

my foot stomped softly on my living room floor as I wait for her reply. My heart jumped when I felt phone buzzed against my hand.

dani: [8:23 am]
sorry who is this?

Shit. I forgot to put my name stupid.

me: [8:23 am]
oh sorry, it's seungmin, sky :))

dani: [8:24 am]
oh okay, good morning sky! having fun with ur rest day?

My smile never left my face as I read her message. It's weird but I like how Dani was the only one who constantly calls me Sky. Everyone here calls me Seungmin. But I don't mind at all if Dani just call me Sky.

me: [8:25 am]
yeah. being a couch potato for today lmao. did u eat ur breakfast?

I don't know what to say, but I looked like a worried boyfriend. Fuck my life. But isn't it always like this? What else we're gonna talk about? I mean these are the topics that make everyone's conversation alive and possible not awkward.

And honestly, I suck at flirting, I admit to myself.

dani: [8:25 am]
yess sir. eating breakfast with my workmates skksks

me: [8:27 am]
that's good to know. don't overwork yourself k? i guess i'll ttyl, don't wanna disturb ur work lmao

dani: [8:27 am]
yeah sure, ttyl skyyy ;)

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I was feeling bored after I finished all the remaining works when I decided to scroll on my instagram.

Typical scrolling and liking everyone's post is what I'm doing for the past minutes when an idea pops up on my head.

I went to the search bar to search for Dani. Even though it's freaking hard since there was a lot of accounts that has Dani on it, but I stumbled on this one account of Dani. Only confirming that it's her account because of her korean name on bio. Jung Hyojin. Good thing her account is not private so I got the chance to check her posts. I feel like I was some type of stalker, but I guess seeing one or two post won't hurt.

And I must admit, she's so beautiful and looks so young for a 27 year old woman. I am trying not to accidentally like her post because she'll know I stalked her account.

I keep on scrolling further when I saw a post from 6 years ago.

Liked by fateaahn_, sechansi12, and 345 others.

@deymdanijung: i'm beyond grateful i met someone like you. i love you <3

Maybe it was her past relationship. I remember I read her reply that she's not yet ready to tell me about her past relationship. It made curious as to why she's not yet ready to spill it tho, she said that she's already okay.

Idiot. You're a stranger Seungmin, remember?

Maybe she's not comfortable telling her story to a stranger. Well, I understand her tho.

She so damn beautiful. I can't believe I am talking to a woman like her. I mean, she's sweet whenever we're talking, got a good job. Well she's everyone's ideal type. And I don't think she'll ever consider me as one of her type.

I kept on scrolling when a message suddenly popped out on my screen.

dani: [3:17 pm]
i see, you found my ig account sherlock, good job ig

My eyes widen at her message. What the fuck, did I accidentally tapped the follow button? I went back to the top to see if I did follow her. And yes, I did. The fuck. I feel like I was some deer caught in the headlights. Stupid Kim Seungmin.

me: [3:19 pm]
Sorry! I just got curious! I don't have any bad intentions tho :<

dani: [3:20 pm]
lol i didn't say anything! i was just embarassed cuz u probably saw my face and all my trash from years ago >.<

me: [3:21 pm]
why? i think ur beautiful tho ;)

My confidence suddenly soar high out of the blue, again. Just what the heck Seungmin, what if she feels uncomfortable?

dani: [3:22 pm]
excuse me????? i am nOT FYI

me: [3:22 pm]
be proud! i bet every guy in ur office once asked u to go out with them

dani: [3:23 pm]
sorry to break it to you mister but that is a total fake news >:)

dani: [3:24 pm]
i'll just follow u back ;))

after I read her message, a notification from instagram popped out.

@deymdanijung is now following you.

This sounds childish but I can't believe my clumsiness will make me giddy as fuck.

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