lonely hearts club. kim seungmin

thirty one.

seungmin

It's our second day in Jeju and all I can say is I am so happy to see how Dani was having so much fun.

We just had our lunch and we decided to have a walk on the beach. The three ladies went inside the hotel while us just stayed outside. Watching the waves and looking around, watching other people have fun.

Hyunjin nudged my side making me look at him. I cocked my eyebrow at him to ask him why.

"What's up? You look calm. Let me make you nervous, are you ready?" He said and laughed. I just rolled my eyes at him, trying not to laugh but I literally failed. I jabbed his chest making him groan. The others looked at us as they heard Hyunjin.

"What's with the two of you?" Felix said as he watched Hyunjin become dramatic again.

"I just asked Seungmin if he is ready. Then he just hit me" He said. The others laugh at us when Jeongin speak.

"Well, are you ready though? When are you planning to do it again? I forgot." He said and chuckled awkwardly, as he scratched his nape.

I sighed before I answer. I'm gonna propose to Dani. This is mainly the reason why we went here for a vacation. Our anniversary was the other reason.

"I am ready. And I am planning to do it tonight." I said and my fingers were automatically fidgets. It was a mannerism that I always do whenever I feel nervous. Dani and I were already together for three years. We even live on the same apartment now. She decided to move in to my apartment. Telling me that it's okay for her even her work is a bit far from there. She'll just sell her old apartment.

I just feel like this is the right time. I am sure that Dani will be the woman I'll love until I get old. She's included in the future I am picturing. It makes me happy when I think of my future with her. I remember that time, we talked about having a family in the future and I told her I wasn't ready yet that time. But now, I am certain. I am ready to build a family, with her.

But, I still feel nervous as I thought of her possible reaction. What if she isn't ready yet?

It makes me so nervous, yet I still tell myself that everything will be fine.

Yes, Seungmin. Everything will be just fine.

The boys and I were still chatting when Jeongin turned his eyes somewhere, calling Felix and my attention.

"Our ladies be getting everyone's attention. I hate to say that that view is only for my eyes, but fuck it, after all she'll end up with me." Jeongin said and grinned, waving her hands at Fate who smiled as she ran to her boyfriend, while Liz, Felix' girlfriend and Dani was just walking, not minding Fate.

I flashed Dani a smile as soon as she went to me. I hate to admit it, but my eyes were glued just on her.

"Enjoy much?" I nod my head when I heard Dani talk, laughing at my reaction. She then sat beside me.

"I chose this myself. Is it nice?" She said as she check herself out.

"You're gorgeous. I hate that lots of men will look at you. But it's okay. I feel bad for them, because you're mine." I said and winked at her. She then rolled her eyes at me, obviously preventing herself from smiling but failed.

"Don't wink? That's my weakness." She said, whispering the last words making me burst out laughing.

"Wow, my wink is your weakness? I think I should do that more often, what do you think?" I teased but she slapped my arm in return.

"Don't take advantage of me. I hate you." She said, trying not to smile.

She gasped when I grabbed her waist, pulling her near me, as I whisper on her ear.