Evan's POV
School was over and I'm still waiting for Jonathan, I still can't believe that his mom is gone. I knew her mom, she was the nicest, understanding mom ever, I don't know why someone will kill her, and in the worst way ever. I'm mostly worried about Jonathan, he can't handle depression and I'm afraid that someday he will so something crazy, if you know what I'm talking about, and it gets on my nerves when he ignores me, I just want to help him, but he won't let me.
Jonathan's POV
I saw him. He was waiting for someone.....me. I wish I could tell him how I feel, but I can't; I just can't. I went over to him, and we started walking to his house. The whole walk, we didn't say anything. He will stared at me sometimes, but I just ignore him. When we arrived at his house he said if we could talk, I don't know why he wants to talk to me but I just agreed. I wish I hadn't because he ask me the worst possible question someone could ask me. "Have you being self-harming behind my back." I stay silence and I could feel tears running through my face. He looked down at his knees and started crying and he beg me to never do that again, but I couldn't, it feels so good when the blood runs through my arm, the pain runs away for a while, but just for a little while. He tried to grabs my wrist but I ran aways to his bathroom and locked the door behind me. I grab the razor blade on his closet and slowly....very slowly start to cut myself, I could hear him knock on my door, but I didn't mind I kept going until I though it was enough, them I walked to the corner thinking why am I doing this to myself and I hugged my knees, that was until he grabs the key and open the door.
Evan's POV
I got tired of knocking and I quickly grab my keys and I wish I had done it earlier because my next sight was horrible, I saw blood over the sink, a bloody razor on the floor and the worst part... Jonathan in the corner whispering "Please save me, I need you" that broke my heart because he really needed me, and I wasn't there for him and I can't imagine my life without him, without the love of my life. I ran over to him and carried him bridal style to my bed, I cured his arms but I couldn't hold back the tears, after I was done I cuddle with him and can I just tell you I loved it and I though to myself, that's love. I'm never letting him go, I will be there to save him I don't care what happens but I will be his superhero, his savior and his love.
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