Daddy Issues ✨{Smut and Trigger Warning}

Chapter 5 ~ The Morning

I walked up to the Slytherin table in the great hall. Draco was already sitting there so I sat next to him. I hadn't really had a chance to talk to him at all, besides the awkward conversation this morning, though all I could think about when I saw him was that dream. I needed to get that out of my head. I was Mattheo's girlfriend now anyways. I sat down next to Draco and got myself some food from the middle of the table. "Hello love. Have a fun night last night?" Draco asked me. "What do you mean?" I said eating the delicious pancakes on my plate. "I saw you leaving Mattheo's room, remember. So, I'll ask again. Fun night?" What the fuck. I choked on my pancake. No longer hungry, I pushed my plate forward. "Well," he said, "did you or did you not have a fun time last night being a little slut, fucking Mattheo on the first night of school? Hmm?" "Slut, huh. I bet you did the same with Pansy, hm?" I got up and started to walk away but he grabbed my wrist. "What Draco?" My wrists already hurt and now Draco was squeezing it a little to hard. "Tell Mattheo to invite me next time," he said smirking and letting me go. As I left the great hall, I felt someone's arms wrap around me and pull me into an empty hall. "Let. Me. Go!" "Darling," said Mattheo as he turned me around, "What the fuck were you doing talking to Draco? And why was he touching you?" "He was slut-shaming me and as I got up to walk away he grabbed me," I replied. "I wouldn't doubt he was slut-shaming you. You're asking for it with how short that skirt is. Still you're my slut, not his." "It's longer than my fingertips though..." "Don't talk back to me or I'll punish you and it won't be fun." I stayed silent. I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes. Draco, and now Mattheo, calling me a slut. I was 'asking for it.' "I'm going to run to the girls restroom real quick," I said walking away. I felt tears roll down my cheeks. I got to the bathroom and made sure no one else was there. After I checked the stalls, I sank to the floor and broke. I was sobbing so hard it hurt to breathe. I didn't ask to be slut-shamed. Draco's such a dick. I took a few deep breaths and walked to the sink and mirror. I looked like shit. I had mascara running down my face and puffy red eyes. I threw some water on my face and looked back at the mirror. "You. Are. A." I giggled, "A. Dirty. Little. Slut." I sank to the floor and continued to cry. Pansy walked into the bathroom. "Hey are you ok?" She asked. "Does it look like I'm ok?" "No it looks like you're crying. What happened?" She sat down next to me. I couldn't tell her. She really liked Draco. "Um. I got rejected." At that she jumped up. "Girl. Come on. Lets clean you up. You're a bad bitch. You don't need a man. Fuck him." She pulled me up and pushed me in front of the sink. "You are a baddie. Remember that. Say it with me, YOU ARE A BADDIE." "I am a baddie." "Good. Now here's some makeup. Wipe all... that off." She handed me a bag of makeup and walked out. I washed off all my messed-upness and reapplied my makeup. By the time I worked up the courage to leave, it was already 15 minutes into 1st period. I rushed to my Potions class. When I opened the door everyone was staring at me. "Mrs. Langston. Late I see. Detention. Tonight. 6:00. Go sit next to Malfoy." Professor Snape said. I awkwardly went to my seat. Well shit. I'm next to Malfoy. Draco. Fucking. Malfoy. "Hello slut," he sneered. "Leave me the fuck alone, Malfoy." "Oh but love, where's the fun in that?" Ooooo he was testing me. "You can take the fun and shove it right up your little..." "CLASS NO TALKING!" I got interrupted by Snape. "You know slut, you're not so bad looking. But, that makeup helps." I could feel the heat in my cheeks and my anger bubbling up. I as about to smack Malfoy right across his stupid face when... "MALFOY DO YOU WANT DETENTION TOO!" "That would be great professor." "Fine. Detention at 6 with Ms. Langston." Fuck now I had detention with him. The bell rang and I practically ran out of class to get away from Malfoy. But he had longer legs than me and caught up to me by just speed walking. He pulled me back. "I'll see you tonight," he winked and walked away.

The next class flew by. I walked out of class and saw Mattheo. I waved and he came up to me. He seemed angry. He grabbed my arm tightly and pulled me aside. "What the fuck were you doing talking to Malfoy, again, in the hall? Hmm?" "He was talking to me and could you let me go. You're hurting my arm." His grip tightened. "He was talking to you, hm? Then why did he say see you tonight? Are you planning on fucking him? Planning to suck his dick like the little whore that you are? Huh? Answer me!" I could feel the heat in my face. "It's just detention, Mattheo," I whispered, "I got in trouble for being late and he got in trouble in class." "Good. Cause if he tries anything at all, his ass is dead. You're mine. Remember that." I nodded. "Go to class," he walked away. I made it to lunch without crying and decided it would be best if I skipped that meal. Instead I went up to my dorm and looked for the alcohol Pansy was hiding. "Ah ha. There you are." I picked up the flask and poured it down my mouth. It burned, running down my throat, but I was used to it after having to put up with my mom's bullshit. I downed the whole flask in less than 15 minutes and looked around the room for more. I found 2 more bottles of Smirnoff. I drank them straight from the bottle. After I finished the first I could see and feel the room spinning. Pansy walked in and mumbled some gibberish. "Giiiiiiiiiiirl," I slurred, "I can-n't understandes a single, ha, fucking word you," I pointed at her, "haha, are sayin. Ya feel me?" "No I don't. You're fucking drunk. Come on." She tried to pull me up. "Noooooo, I don't wanna goooooo. Don't make me." I gave her puppy dog eyes, "Pwease?" "No, get your bitch ass up." I stood up and immediately fell back on my bed. "Fucking get up (y/n)!" Pansy yelled. Draco walked in, hearing all the commotion. "What's going on?" He asked. "(y/n)'s fucking drunk." "Fun," he said. I sat up, "Hey hottieee. You know I had an amazing dream about you once and fuck you were greaaat," I slurred. He just laughed and walked closer to me. "I'll handle her Pans, you get to class." "But you'll get detention." "Eh we both already have detention for Snape." At that Pansy left and Draco walked closer to me. "So love, here we are. Now what was that you were saying about a dream." "Ooooh, haha, yea we kissed and it was great and then we almost fucked but I woke up. Oopsie Daisy. Heehee." "(y/n), I won't take advantage of the fact you're drunk. I really like you. But, shhh, don't tell," he whispered into my ear. "Now let's get you cleaned up." I couldn't process half of what he had said, but I'm sure it was probably something insulting like calling me a screw up or some shit. I started crying. I don't know why but I just fell to the floor and bawled. And Draco stayed by my side the entire time. Rubbing my back hand hugging me. "You know, you could make a great boyfriend to some lucky girl." I said drying my tears. "I wouldn't trust myself with a girlfriend. I'm afraid I may hurt her. That's why I don't do girlfriends." "Oh. That sucks."

Draco's POV:

What did she mean by 'That sucks.' Was it an insult, a hint, hurt? What does she mean? Am I overthinking this? Yea, I probably am. I shouldn't have told her that. Now she'll tell everyone. "Let's clean you up, ok? Come on." I lifted her up and practically carried her to the bathroom. I let her throw up all the alcohol and get it out of her system. We missed our last two classes but at least I was with her.