Daddy Issues ✨{Smut and Trigger Warning}

Chapter 7 ~ The Whispers

SELF HARM AND SUICIDE ATTEMPT! READ AT YOUR OUR RISK!

"(Y/N)," Draco started, "is he the reason why you got blackout drunk?" I stayed silent. He came up to me and hugged me. "I'm always here if you need anything," he backed away holding my shoulders, "just don't tell anyone that I'm being nice. I have a reputation you know." He smirked and we both softly laughed. "Thank you again," I said, "I probably wouldn't be okay if you hadn't stopped him." "Is your neck ok?" he asked. I nodded, "The pain is really around my mouth from the duck tape." "I'm so sorry (y/n)." "It's ok." we both slightly smiled.

Mattheo's POV:

Ugh she's such a slut. I walked down the stairs and into the common room party. Well if she wants to be like that, I might as well do something to make her regret it. I spotted Zabini, one of the biggest gossips in the whole school. "Blaise!" "Um hey Mattheo, what was going on earlier?" He asked. "Ugh man. That (y/n) is such a slut. You know she tried to take advantage of me." "You were the one who dragged her up there man." Shit I had forgot that. Excuses? Hm. OH! "I was gonna show her something and I guess she got the wrong idea. She started grabbing rope and duck tape and shit. It was weird." "Oh? That is weird. Idk I don't really talk to her." Got him. "Yea, then I said 'No, I've had to much to drink.' And she said 'Oh I don't care.' Like what?! And after I said no again she yelled help, put the tape on her mouth, and tied her hands together." "Damn bro. That's fucked up." Blaise replied. Great my story has caught on and knowing Zabini it'll be all over school in a couple of days.

(Y/N)'s POV:

It had been a few days since... that night. Draco was with me most of the time. I think we were starting to become friends. He was actually nicer. He no longer called me a slut or shamed me in any way. He was careful with what he said and what he did around me. 

We headed to the great hall to get breakfast when a girl came up behind me and pushed me into a table. "That's for being a slut," she said as she stalked off. "What the actual fuck?" Everyone was staring at me. "What's going on?" Hermione walked up behind me and lightly shoved me out of her way. "Sorry I didn't see you there," she said, her words dripping with sarcasm. I looked over to her table, Harry looked away when we made eye contact, Ron looked like he was pitying me and Hermione stared down at her food. What the hell was going on? 

Me and Draco sat down at our normal seats. Everyone around us scooted away. Pansy walked up to us, or rather Draco. "What are you doing sitting with her Draco?" Pansy asked. "Why can't I Pans?" She hated when he called her that. "Ugh, cause she's a little slut. Mattheo told us what she did. If she's told you different it's a lie." What? What the hell did Mattheo say. As if on queue, Matteo and my twin brother walked in. They were laughing at something, and when they looked at me and burst out laughing I got the idea of what they were laughing at. I stood up and marched right over to them. I wasn't going to let this slide. 

"Mattheo! What the hell did you say about me?!" "Only the truth darling. Or at least what I wanted to be the truth." He whispered the last part to me so my brother wouldn't hear. I felt something hit my back. An apple rolled in front of me. The words little slut were engraved on it. I picked it up and slammed it on the table. "What the fuck did he do now?" Draco asked when I walked back to him. He had gotten rid of Pansy by now. "He's telling everyone I'm a slut. Just pathetic lies from a pathetic man-whore." We sat in silence the rest of breakfast. All around me I could hear whispers. 'Did you hear? She had begged him to stay.' 'Pathetic.' 'She's such a slut.' well I'd let her fuck me anytime.' 'She could get in my pants any day.' I slammed my hands on the table and stood up. Everyone got quiet. "I'm leaving." "I'll come with," Draco said. We walked out side by side and as we walked, everyone shouted. 'SHE REPLACED YOU ALREADY MATTHEO.' 'SLUT!' 'WHORE.' 'LIER.' 'FUCK ME NEXT (Y/N).' 'PATHETIC.' The doors shut behind us. 

I sank down against a wall. Draco turned around and got on his knees beside me. "Let's go to the common room." "What's the point. They'll just make fun of me there too." The astronomy tower sounded nice right about now. More like jumping off and never being seen again sounded nice. "You go. I'm going to the bathroom." He hesitated but eventually agreed and headed back to his room. I started towards the tower. I stopped by Potions first and, making sure Snape wasn't there, I snatched a knife from the drawer.

I made it to the tower pretty quick. Luckily it was a Saturday and there were no classes. I took off the jacket I had on and set it beside me as I sat down. I had the knife in my hands. All the feelings inside were begging to be released from their prison. I had no other way. Tears started to fall down my cheeks. "I can't do this anymore." I made one cut close to my wrist. The blood came up quicker than I thought. I cut myself again and again. I had made to many cuts to count. Some were deep and others were almost like a scratch from a pet. The students words flooded my brain. 'Did you hear? She had begged him to stay.' 'Pathetic.' 'She's such a slut.' well I'd let her fuck me anytime.' 'She could get in my pants any day.' Everything hurt. Their words didn't stop. I pried myself off of the floor, clutching my arm. 'SHE REPLACED YOU ALREADY MATTHEO.' 'SLUT!' 'WHORE.' 'LIER.' 'FUCK ME NEXT (Y/N).' 'PATHETIC.' I made my way to the balcony that overlooked the grounds. My arm ached. The wind blew lightly in my hair. Would any one even miss me? I stood at the railing. I could just... fall. I got up and sat on the rail. I was about to push myself off when Draco burst up the stairs. How did he find me. "Don't try to stop me Draco." I was looking at the beautiful landscape. This would be the last thing I saw before I died. "(Y/n) please. Don't do this. Don't leave me." "It's to late Draco I've made my decision." I started to push myself off. I felt Draco's arms wrap around me two seconds before I would have fallen. 

"(Y/n)... what is this?" He asked softly looking at your arm. "Dra..." Everything went black. I had fainted.

'She's lost a lot of blood.'

'Please just  help her.' 

'I don't know if she'll make it.'

'Please. I can't loose her too.'

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