The Reapers Girl

Chapter 15 " Small steps and small changes. "

Jaxs pov
We pulled up to the old building we used for gun storage I was stunned to see nothing remained not even the structure it was burned to the ground
Clay walked over the the investigator on sence and struck up a conversation. Truth be told I wasn't paying much attention I was wondering around and kicking the rubble.
Clay came back over to us and had a sour look on his face I couldn't really blame him.
"Looks like they are gonna rule it a "accidental" fire " his hands made little quote gestures around the word accidental I felt my chest loosen and sighed out I was walking back to my bike with him
he threw a leg over his bike and I followed suit and we headed back to the club house I wasn't thinking of much just tired and annoyed we all started trying to brain storm new ideas for the gun storage and what to do the with inventory we lost also keeping hale from poking his nose in it.
I got off the bike and followed the boys inside putting my cell in the bowl with the rest and taking my seat at the long oak wood table
Clay sighed heavily " well any of you shitheads have a idea?"
" hey didn't lucky say he had a old building for sale off of the highway in the boonies ? " jucie said I nodded and tried to think about it it was a old horse barn on a half acre of land ... " yeah I could see if he wants to sell " clay nodded slowly "yeah why don't you head over early tomorrow and talk to him "
They continued talking about the guns and how we were gonna replaced what we had lost in the fire I nodded and zoned out staring at the table infront of me the little burn marks from the ash of hundreds of cigars and cigarettes caked into the little creases the stale smell of smoke it didn't bother me at all but I then herd the loud slam of the gavel on the table and stood the boys poured out and straight to the bar half sack started on drinks and I pulled a beer off the counter. I was thinking about emi and what she was up to it was only about 7pm or so but the darkness had crept up outside I stepped outside and started to climb up to the roof looking over the lot and the few buildings surrounding it I pulled out my cell and slowly typed in her number and put it to my ear

% Phone call %
Ring ....
Ring....
Ring ...
Emily : Hello ??
Jax : um hey ...
Emily : Jax?
Jax : uh huh look I'm sorry I called but uh... well shit I don't really have a reason to call
Emily : uh okay ... is everything okay ?
Jax : yeah I guess just thinking
Emily : uh huh well * clears throat * is there something you needed or ?
Jax : uh I was wondering if you wanna come by tomorrow the club is having a boxing party .
Emily: sure I can stop by
Jax : awesome awesome
Emily : well I have got a paper due I gotta go.
Jax : yeah alright see ya later

% phone call ends %

I looked at the screen till it turned black I didn't know why I did that or what I was thinking.

I made my way down and walked inside and straight back to the dorms I shut my door and pulled off my kut setting it on the back of the shitty little office chair before pulling off my shirt and tossing into a pile my jeans soon joining it. I laid in my bed staring at the ceiling thinking of Emily and that fucking tattoo I was pissed at it but more then that I was worried my mind started to run with the wonderful "what if " questions before I slipped into a very un restful sleep.