"Geez.. we all look gorgeous" Stella praises as we stare back at our reflections in a massive hung mirror. I went with the backless red strap gown, matching it with a black high heels that I pray to God doesn't make me fall flat on my ass. The clothes hung perfectly, showing off my clevage that looks perfectly in place. I wasn't very busty unlike Joy so I made sure my bra was perfectly set around my back. Joy wore a grey glittering gown, her breast show off perfectly, showcasing the beauty of the gown. Joy was very pretty with nice shape, her curly hair fall nearly on her shoulder, ass in the right place and boobs perfectly pointed and Stella, that wouldn't stop twirling and admiring herself, wore a leather short skirt with a tight,black, fish hand armless blouse. Matching it with a red heels. "Indeed. We all look breathtaking" Joy and I agreed. I was so excited for Nate to see me in this dress. I wonder what his reaction would be.
"Let's. Go. Party bitches!!!" Steph yelled so close to my ear, making me wince.
Luckily, we left home early as planned. The blasting music could get heard from a distance, suddenly making me feel nervous. The more we got closer to the gigantic gate, the more anxious and nervous I felt. I clasp my hands together, as if it'd subdue my anxiousness. "I feel nervous " I announce to the girls as we pull over at the driveway. Stella giggles. Not mockingly but understandingly, like she could relate. "Few shots would wash that down. Just think of the fun you'd be having and everything would be fine. Okay?" She explained like a big sister and I find myself nodding. Climbing out of the car and heading to the door, my jaw dropped at the sight before me. The house was huge, magnificent. Everywhere filled up with people, dancing ,making out as the music blast vibrantly. If Stella and Joy were affected by this, they didn't show it so I embraced myself. I stop drooling over my surrounding and tried to mingle.
"Let's go grab a drink!" Joy yelled over the music as we try to walk through the drunk and dancing teen. Slowly maneuvering our ways through the crowd, I keep looking around hoping to see Nate. I was so lost in eye-looking for him that I didn't know when Stella and Joy disappeared like a smoke–Just great!. Alone in a night party with no familiar faces. I walk toward the bartender and after telling me list of drinks that I know nothing of, I notice the suppose bartender, look like a student. Maybe he's one of the seniors. I told him to give me whichever he thinks was best.
The night roll up so fast, there was still no sight of Nate. I needed the restroom, staggering through crowds and trying to find my way around the huge house, I accidentally bump into someone. The dark look and brown beautiful eyes caught my attention. He looks awfully familiar, his jet dark hair fall neatly across his face. But where do I know him from? Oh my god!!!!!
"Nate?" I ask, still not believing it's was him. I knew I'd met him here but how did he change in just a couple of days?
He looks so different!. Was it actually Nate?
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.Nate's p.o.v.
The past few days as been hell for me. After few exam I went for in the college I was hoping to be admitted in, I had to spend few days there and I must admit, it's was worth it. The school surrounding was so beautiful and the ladies were so gorgeous. Looking high classed, collected, they were so different from high schoolers. Just three days I spent in Abuja, I got to meet new face and people especially Stephanie. She was so beautiful in her backless red gown when she approached me. I'm never the free type around girls and that's why I had only one best friend–Esther. Esther is so beautiful and simple. She's open-minded,calm and collected but, she takes depth meaning into everything. Like when we made out once and she already wanted me as a boyfriend. I hate relationships shit; being committed to one person can be so scary. I just couldn't tell her no, I never told her no. Whenever I feel like opening up to her about how I feel about relationships, just one glare at her, and I would find myself drooling. I didn't have it in me to hurt her, when she told me she loved me, and I saw how sincere she looked,I couldn't break her heart and tell her 'i don't love or I didn't feel that way about her'. I felt something for her. Yes, I want to fuck her badly whenever I see her. I want to kiss her and keep fucking her then we move on with our lives– I never wanted something serious. I only feel attracted to girls sexually.
I got close to Stephanie in those few days and we fucked all through. I started having a change of heart about the party Chris was throwing for our final year but, I couldn't disappoint him. I was packing my stuff to go back home then hopefully, resume whenever other students does. I have always anticipated about college ; the fun, girls , parties and most especially the sex. I could wipe off my grin–college would be a new beginning for me. "Are you leaving already?" Stephanie voice rang in my ear, as she use the duffet to cover her naked body. "Yeah" I simply stated. She coo and moved from the bed, her naked body visible for me. Memories of what we did last night flashes in and I knew I couldn't leave yet. Not without fucking her brain off.
I storm toward her like my whole life depends on the sex. Her pussy. And it does, cause I love sex. Quickly removing my trouser and finding a quick condom that always move around with me, I grab her by her neck, choking her. Giving it to her like she always like it ; Rough, cruel, without pity. Her moans keeps driving me in. I didn't want to stop. For now, my mind was set on one thing; fucking her mercilessly that she won't be able to walk the next day.
And everything or anything comes second after that.
A/N: Just wanted to give you guys heads up of where Nate has been, making Poor Esther worried sick 😷 🤢
He was having a nice time. Poor Esther *Shook heads*disappointed😞
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