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Day 3- My Parents

Day 3- My Parents

 Dear Mom and Dad,

     Yeah, you two have pretty much gave me the life I have today. I don't know which one of you to trust or even believe in the smallest things. Don't get me wrong, thank you for raising me and giving me the love I needed. But to be honest, that love just isn't there sometimes. Both of you are selfish and want nothing more than to get rid of the other. I don't even have words to say right now. I'm trying to be honest in this letter, but I don't wanna make it seem like you two are bad parents. It's just...you ruined my life with your relationship. I don't trust or open up to people anymore. It's even hard to tell my best friend what's going on. I feel like I'm in this other world where you only give me attention to choose one over the other. Other than that, I'm just a daughter. I know you love me, because I have no right saying you don't.

     Mom, you're more of a friend than my mom. It's fun, but you saying yes to everything because I ask for it. Rules would be nice once in a while. Dad, you're the most tempered person I know. You also don't trust anyone and I honestly think you could do better in life if you tried. Both of you are impossible.

     I see your traits in me all the time. There's no denying it anymore. I'm sometimes concieted, but have low self esteem. I'm calm, but one slip and I'll become a walking hell. I can be patient and then rip off heads the next second cause I'm not patient enough. I don't know how or even why I'm here today.

     You two are my family. Can't you just forget problems? Cause you're hurting people around you and I'm tired of it. You two know how I feel about my life. Making me choose sides doesn't help a thing. I'm sorry for any trouble I caused you in your life. Even though I can't trust anyone of you, but trust both, I love you guys.

     Thank you so much for bringing me into this world. Letting me meet all these people that changed my life. Having an experience to own pets, go out and let me do things. I'll always be thankful for everything you've done for me.

     I can't find words that come even close to how I feel.

P.S. This was more than a year ago, a lot has changed. I just a few words, but not many. Please excuse any mistakes.