Thirty Day Writing Challenge! ✮

Day 7- My Ex Boyfriend/Love/Crush

Day 7- My Ex Boyfriend/Love/Crush

Dear Ex Boyfriend/Love/Crush, 

     You're the reason I really started writing. When I was younger, I used to write short stories that made no sense at all. In 8th grade, I don't know how it happened. All I can remember is laying on the couch with a pen and notebook, then I started writing about us. It Started With A Secret was supposed to be about us. I definitely changed the plot, but it'll forever remind me of you.

     I remember the first letter I was trying to write to you, which turned out horrible so I'm sorry for that. I hope you're happy these days. I miss talking to you sometimes. I always end up thinking about April 17th and regret just flows through me. If I had just talked to you in person, I feel like it could've been different, but it's okay now. Thank you for caring about me when I had surgery in 2011 by the way. You should've seen me that day, I was so surprised and the happiest person.

     Gosh, the influence you still have on me. I always get so happy thinking of you. I giggle now just thinking about how in love I was with you. Now I'm just like, what the heck omg, but memories are memories. And as bad as you act, I can tell you're a good person on the inside. Honestly, I feel like I could write about you for hours, but I won't.

     I hope I get to see you in the near future. I miss you. :)

P.S. I rewrote this whole letter because the other one was crap. I'm sorry for anyone who had to read that, lol. Today is July 31, 2012. Please excuse any mistakes!