Jerome's POV
I smiled grabbing his hand twirling him as the music played I was teaching him how to play dance how I would enjoy to do this.
He put his hands on my shoulders and mine on his hips as we both blushed "o-okay... Just watch me" I say as we danced to the music it felt like heaven I showed him the twirls the dips I was even close to kissing him! But sadly i didn't.
As the music slowly ended we breathed and panted softly as I let go of him I smile lightly lightly as he smiled "im asking my girlfriend on a date and im going to ask her to marry me!" He smiled and when he said those two words my world stopped my heart shattered into small useless pieces i forced myself to smile "Congrats" I forced out as I grabbed my phone "sorry to leave but... I have to go do stuff" I say as he smiles "alright we'll talk later " he says i nod as I walked upstairs to my room locking it as I cried.
I lost...
I sould have said something...
A few days past and I was out by the pool thinking I should drown myself. The fact that I was thinking that made me cry softly before hearing Mitch cough and sit by me I quickly dropped my phone and fell in the pool so he could t tell that I was crying i swim up laughing all fake.
"Lucky I didn't pull you with me" I smile as he chuckled "hey I wanted to ask you somthing" he said as my head tilted hoping it was that he loved me but I was wrong "Wanna be my best man?" Was what he asked me I took a deep breath "S-sure" I say as he smiled hugging me "thanks biggums, if she says yes though... I gotta get ready!" He says as he ran off when he left i broke into sobs swimming to the steps of the pool hugging myself.
I lost....
Im a loser...
Who loves his best firend....
Gay ass loser....
Who should die....
I punched myself in the gut whimpering in pain as I got up grabbing my phone and heading down to my room changing and laying on the bed as I cried.
I fell asleep, when I woke up I could hear slamming and crying didn't sould like Lachlan was it Mitch?
She... Said no.... ?
But why?
They loved each other... I could tell....
Did she know...
I could hear footsteps storm down here I quickly got under the covers and faked I was still asleep I hear the door open and he shoved me, I groaned as I open my eyes looking at he looked pissed off.
"m-mitch?" I whisper as he growled "WHAT DID YOU DO!" He yelled i frowned "I-I didn't do anything!" I say my vice cracking he laughed "she said no! And when I asked why she told me to ask you!!" He yelled I whimpered "I-I didn't do anything!" I say again as I cried "S-She m-must have-" I stopped covering my mouth e shook me "HAVE WHAT?!" His voice boomed "L-Love you...." I force out he slapped me I grabbed my face the pain coming he ran off as I started to cry I cried till I fell asleep.
When I woke up it was still dark I stared at my hands before sitting up I can't be here... I ruined everything I had to have a thing for Mitch.
I got up grabbing a pen and paper writing down That I was leaving didn't know when I was coming back or if I was coming back.
I set it down on the computer and grabbed a small suitcase and my laptop and left the house never looking back.
~Timeskip a few years ~
