"I don't love you" rang over and over in my head I told brice how I felt and this is what i got "I-Im sorry Seto, I don't love you like that..." I smashed my head I have to stop remembering!
I screamed a a shouted why am I the one that's always left alone?? I lay in my bed hoping he'll come and say he didn't mean it... I know he will
Weeks
Months
Years passed
I tried but I just sat there in the corner crying Ty would come and try to help but he couldn't he wasn't brice, I started to cut every time I would I would grab my journal and write why.
Day 660ish
I cut a heart on my wrist I don't know why.. No wait I know why Why it's becuase I think brice will come back for me.. Right.. I'm so pathetic...
I look down at my cut and start to laugh I am pathetic!! I really think that if he didn't come back a long time ago what makes me think he'll come "Stupid" I mumble as I cried, I cried for the whole day.
When night time came I knew what to do i formed a crocked little smile as I went to the bathroom grabbing my blade and a bottle of sleeping pills I grab a pen and paper and walk down to the living room and sigh and I scribbled a note for Ty.
I looked at the bottle as I opened it and smiles again as I took every single pill then laughed for the first time In two fucking years I laughed as I cut harts, broken hearts normal cuts and Brice's name all over my hands and arms who cares I'm dead anyways!
I slowly stopped when I felt my body shut down I cried as my vision faded I felt at peace I felt like my pain would fade away I'm free right?
I hear a door open and Someone yell damn It must be Ty I thought as I felt myself slip away.
Brice's POV
I stood there as Ty screams and runs to seto side shaking him and screaming for him to wake up.
D-Did I do this?!
I k-killed seto
"brice help me!!" Ty yells as he picks him up i nod as I run to his side and pick up seto I notice the note and quickly stuff it my pocket as we run to the hospital.
I cried seto died on the way here it's my fault I killed him!
I fucking killed him I slid down the wall as the doctor told us he overdosed on sleeping pills and all the cutting he did.
I pulled the letter and ty sat down next to me as we read it.
Ty I'm sorry I'm sorry that I did this but I couldn't take it anymore I waited for two years for him.. He's not coming..
Just know your the besets Firend a guy could ask for Thank you Ty just know that it wasn't your fault you tried your hardest!
Please tell brice I'll always love him to the moon and back...
~SetoSorcerer
I cried harder "I-I did love you" i whimpered to myself as I kept saying 'You killed him' over and over in my head...
I killed him....
Umm I'm in a pissed off mood family issues might as well vent it out here ;-;
You know what to do see Ya.. Bye...
