Mitch's POV
i sat there looking at his frozen body hes been in this bed for almost a week and its my fault.
I called off our engagement...
I told him I never wanted to see him again..
I told him I hated him..
I crossed the line when i told him he meant nothing to me and left..
I left him there and he did the worse himself. The guys tell me he stopped eating and started to drink hardcore he wouldn't come out of our room but they could hear him break things. I look around the room and see the broken things around the room the mirror our pictures of us together i could also see all the blood from his cutting, but the worst is what he cut in his wrists.
I took a deep breath as Ty came here I'm was surprised he had his own issues right now but he managed to come out to change his still bleeding wrists.
"I-I don't think you wanna look" Ty said in a whisper I shook my head " I need to see what he did" I said in a shaken voice Ty sighed and grabbed Jerome's left hand and i saw the long bandages Ty slowly took the old ones I saw what he cut into his arms and wrists
"Worthless"
"useless"
"Stupid"
"Live alone"
I broke down into sobs I saw the deep cuts they couldn't stop bleeding Ty sighed and started to clean up the cuts I looked at his pale face I stroked his face Ty wrapped the bandage on his arms and wrists but they still bleed I let out a whimper.
"Its OK.. its less then the first time" Ty said i nodded he grabbed his left arm and took out his old bandages i shook uncontrollably.
"Waist of space"
"Cheater"
"Die alone"
"Mitch 💛 "
Ty sighed "I'm sorry Mitch if i knew he was in here cutting i would have stopped him"
I whimpered "No.. Its my fault he's like this I crossed the line when i told him he meant nothing to me... but that's not true... hes everything to me.." I broke down crying I put my head on his chest "His breathing is still rapid" I mumbled.
"Ya it hasn't stopped" Ty said wrapping the new bandage and sighed "I-I have to go.. if something happens come and get me" Ty said and left I looked back at Jerome and cired hard.
"Hey Jerome.. Its me..I'm really sorry " I whimpered harshly I grabbed his hand "I-I Love you" I cried..
~Week later~
I stopped doing anything all i did was stay here with him i barley ate or drank anything all i did was stay here waiting for him to wake up and everyday Ty would come in and changed the bandages till they stopped bleeding.
It was late it was almost midnight everyone was asleep but me i was ready to sleep on the floor like i have been for the past week but this night was really cold I looked at Jerome and decided to sleep with him just for this night its not like hes going to wake anytime soon.
I started to cry as i climbed into bed for the first time since i left i moved his arm over so his arms wouldn't get hurt some more i took in his sent I've missed it so much I fell asleep crying.
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I must have been desperate i thought i heard Jerome groan in his sleep I sat up and looked at him I grabbed his face "Jerome?!" I whispered He opened his eyes and i cried harder "Jerome are you ok?" I said kissing his cheek.
