Fire And Desire

19: Losing It

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19: Losing It

Reina Reigns

                         "What the hell, Cesaro!" I scream after switching the light on and seeing him just silently sitting in the chair I kept in the living room. What was he doing here sitting in the dark all alone? I place my hand over the left side of my chest, my heart was beating wildly from the scare.  I clutch my towel tighter.

I just finished taking a shower when it occurred to me that I forgot to lock the front door. When his car pulled up was beyond me.

He sat there and gazed up at me. His expression made my heart skip a beat, and I became too nervous to even be angry with him for frightening the living daylights out of me while he was sitting in the dark.

"We are staying here tonight." I hesitated to speak, unsure of what to say. He flatly refused to look at me as I moved to stand in front of him.

"What do you mean 'we' are staying here tonight? Your mother mentioned that she had something special planned for dinner, so shouldn't we be returning to your house?" I was confused, why the sudden change of attitude?

"I called, she doesn't mind. If you are hungry, order something." Was his straight forward answer.

That was not acceptable to me. He can't just barge in here, startle me, and then announce that we are spending the night here. Why is he even interested in staying with me?Why is it not possible for us to return to his house?

"That doesn't answer my question. Why are you demanding that we stay here tonight, why can't you just go and I'll stay here?"

Cesaro mumbles something underneath his breath, he seem frustrated.

"Why must you be so difficult?" Cesaro asked, his dark eyes meeting mine. "This discussion is over."

That's what he thought. I was seated on his lap, facing him, before he had a chance to ask what I was doing.

"If you wanted us to be to be alone together then you could have just said that." I grippd my towel closer to keep it from falling and brush my fingertips against his neck. I enjoyed playing with him, it helps me to forget about the horrible things in this world.

His dark eyes captivated me, making it difficult to look away. There was something new and unsettling about him. "Are you alr—" He wrapped his arms around my thighs and yanked me closer towards him before I could finish the question I am asking. I gasp; not because of his sudden action or how close we were now, but because of feeling his massive erection pushing against my opening through his jeans. Getting this far was not my intention.

"Is this the reaction you want from me?" A moan escaped my lips as he proceed to press himself against me. Nothing about this was meant to feel this incredible; this was meant to be just a silly game. I was lost in bliss, unable to think clearly as I melted away in his arms. It was me who should be in control, not him.

His hand gently works its way underneath my towel while he uses the other hand to grip my cheeks, forcing my face closer to his. I wasn't wearing anything underneath and craved for his fingers to be at the right place. His scent was delicious and intoxicating and I wanted to be consumed in it.

Even though his warm touch felt wonderful against my freezing skin, this was wrong. Knowing Priya likes him would be betraying her if we continued. I grasped his hand, preventing him from going further. I tried to take a look at his wrist because I believed something was missing, but he was holding my cheeks securely.

"Why are you stopping me Reina? Isn't this was what you wanted." He whispered against my lips. It was difficult to dismiss his erection pressing hard against my entrance. It was a silent promise of an incredible night. Despite my aversion for him, I was truly aroused and would have enjoyed having my way with him if the thought of Priya didn't bother me.