MENTIONS: SA, DEPRESSION,ED AND SH
So if you don't like that not the story for you
YOUR POV
It would've been our 3rd year anniversary....I miss him so much it's so hard waking up to an empty bed beside you
AVANIS POV(she is your friend)
I am seriously worried about y/n she hasent been eating coming out of her room ever since...you know her break up
That was a year ago.Her room is a mess she has clothes everywhere and she kept all of vinnies stuff like the teddy bear he got her and there matching bracelets that he gave back to her.
I'm going to her apartment just to check up on her I brought her McDonald's in case she was to eat again hopefully she will
YOUR POV
I hear a knock on my door and I don't respond because I already know it's avani.I feel bad because she has to put up with me because I'm a stubborn bitch and she is trying her hardest but again I'm a stubborn bitch
"hi beautiful" she says softly while closing my door
"hi" I say quietly "I brought you McDonald's in case you want some" she says as she sets it down on my bed "not hungry" I say dryly, she sighs
"Look y/n I get your sad and you miss him but you can't stay in your room forever-" she says "I can I mean who is stopping me" I interrupted "but y/n you haven't been out of your room since the breakup so about a year" she says
Out of nowhere I start crying just thinking about how our breakup went
FLASHBACK POV:
"VINNIE I DIDNT CHEAT ON YOU" I yell "THEN WHAT THE FUCK DID I WALK IN TO" he says angrily "I-" I got to speak but nothing comes out "EXACTLY,AND YOU KNOW WHATS FUNNY I SAW YOUR ASS CHEATING ON ME BUT I DIDNT WANT TO BELIEVE IT WHEN I SHOULVE" he yells as I sit there sobbing he goes to start packing up as I stop him
"no vinnie please I promise I didn't cheat on you please can you trust me" I say as I grab his arm "get the fuck off me" he jerks my hand off as he continued to get his clothes
I just sit there as he packs his clothes I hear him speak and my head jolts up "here take this ugly piece of shit" he throws our matching bracelet at my forehead and leaves
I start sobbing harder as I look at the bracelet lying there.I pick it up and put it on my wrist just to keep his memory with me.I slowly get up and walk over to my bed and start crying into my pillow
I feel something furry touch my arm and look to see the teddy bear he got me for whenever he went to Seattle and I missed him. I bring the teddy bear close to me and hug it tightly quietly sobbing as I drifted off to sleep
FLASHBACK OVER
Avani came up to me and started hugging me trying to comfort me wasn't really helping "I just miss him so much I miss his smile,his laugh I miss everything about him he was perfect for me I just wish he knew that I didn't actually cheat on him I got fucking raped I was just to scared to tell him...but know he probably won't believe me so it's fine" I vented out of nowhere
"I know it's ok" she said rubbing my arm trying to calm down my crying" after a while I calmed down avani was trying to get me to eat but I couldn't
"ok y/n I'm gonna get some more food ok" she says and I just nod.She gets up and closes the door behind her
AVANIS POV
I'm not actually getting more food for her I'm gonna go to the hype house and try to get vinnie to talk to her. I just hate it when she is sad so mabe they can't talk it out
I'm outside to the hype house so I knock on the door
And Thomas is surprised at me being here but let's me in everyone greets me it's good so I have one thing left to do
I walk upstairs and go towards vinnies room and knock he opens his door and furrows his eyebrows
"Can I come in please" I say "sure" he says and opens the door for me to come in and sit
"I'm just gonna get straight to the point, you really need to talk to y/n you don't understand how much pain she is in right now she missed you so much and she can't eat and hell I try so fucking hard for her to eat I even got her chick fla a and she wouldn't eat it so all I'm asking is for you to talk to her and forgive her" I say fast
"No" he says dryly "what do you mean no you have to" I say "I don't have to do anything,she fucking cheated on me whatever she is going through that is her problem" he says "Fine I didn't want to tell you this because y/n doesn't like to talk about it but....she got raped" I say
He smiles and lightly laughs "Who knew you would feed into her lies that she says your really gonna believe her" his voice getting louder "YES BECAUSE she is my best friend and I know she would never lie like that what would it take for you to believe me" I yell
"NOTHING,NOTHING CAN MAKE ME BELIEVE YOU, YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMEE I SPENT CRYING BECAUSE I THOUGHT I DID SOMETHING FUCKING WRONG AND I WAS THE BAD BOYFRIEND" vinnie yells
"OH MY GOD VINNIE LISTEN Y/N HAS BEEN IN SO MUCH FUCKING PAIN LIKE SHE STARTED CUTTING AGAIN, SHE STARTED CUTTING AGAIN AND IM PRETTY FUCKING SURE YOU TRIGGERED HER DEPRESSION AND SHE CANT GET OUT OF THE HOUSE BECAUSE SHE IS AFRAID SHE WILL RUN INTO YOU SHE TELLS ME ALL ABOUT HOW GOOD OF A BOYFRIEND YOU WERE AND HOW YOU WERE THE NICEST FUCKING PERSON ON THE PLANET AND HOW MUCH SHE MISSES YOU SHE WAITS EVERYDAY FOR A TEXT FROM YOU MABE JUST A SIMPLE "HI HOW ARE YOU" BUT YOU DONT BECAUSE YOUR A FUCKING ASSHOLE AND DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT HER FEELINGS" I yell angrily
He just looks at me blankly as i see tears forming in his eyes "sh-sh-she started cutting again" he stuttered tears now running down his face
"Yea, she doesn't know that I know but her sleeve rolled up and I saw-" I stared at him blankly. He started sobbing in his hands "shit what have I done" he muffled in his hands "do you wanna go see her" I say his head jolts up and nods
We walk down stairs and drive to Y/N apartment. He looked like he had seen a ghost his eyes are bloodshot red and his hair is messed up and he didn't have much time to get ready
We get to Y/N apartment and we open the door vinnies walks up to the door and I hear crying
This cant be good
Yea totally didn't cry making this and don't worry I will make a part 2 just my hands hurt so I'm gonna leave y'all on a cliffhanger so SLAY
