i haven't posted in a while I'm sorry don't be mad I just have no motivation hope this makes up for it
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I wake up to hear banging on my door I groan and get up squinting my eyes from the sunlight.I walk up to my door and look through the peep hole and see vinnie for the 20th time this week.
Vinnie was your best friend in highschool and you guys started dating it was the most happiest time of your life but he ended up bullying me to impress his friends.
I ended up breaking up with him after he embarrassed me in front of the whole school at prom.After I left he called me and text me thousands of times saying he was sorry but I never answered.
He started visiting me probably a month ago and I've answered my door every time because I feel bad,when I shouldn't he was the one bullying me for no reason.
I open my door and see a tired sad looking vinnie and I sigh."what do you want vinnie" I say clearly annoyed "let me in please" I groan and let him in. I sit down on my couch rubbing my eyes still trying to adjust to everything
"I'm really sorry I woke you up I just felt like I should talk to you" he says biting his lips and fidgeting with his hands
"seems like you always feel like you need to talk to me" I say "because I miss you so fucking much! and I'm so sorry that I said all of that stuff in high school I was just trying to make people like me when I should've realized that you liking me and appreciating me for who I was was enough." He says all in one breath
"I miss when we used to talk y/n. All I want is your forgiveness, you don't have talk to me ever again and you can tell me to leave right after I just need you too forgive me" he pleads
"Why do you want my forgiveness so much" I question."because your word is enough to make me believe you and I just wanna hear it from you" "What if I don't forgive you" his eyes soften
"you don't forgive me" he says "I do" I say "I don't want you to say that if you don't mean it" " vinnie I mean it" I say staring at him. We stare into each others eyes for a little bit and it feels like the happy times when we were dating.
I hear a text message ding! From his phone and I snap my head towards the phone and see a girl sending boob pictures along with a sentence I couldn't see much but what I did see was "recreate your fantasy ;)"
My eyes widen and my fists tighten,I look up at him and he has guilt written all over his face "wait no let me explain" he reaches for my hand "explain what theirs nothing to explain, you are fucking a girl who cares we are not dating it doesn't matter" I say backing away
"I've been trying to get her to stop texting me but she's a phyco!" he explains "vinnie you don't owe me a explanation,we aren't dating and we are not going to date so if you are fucking her then go visit her since she seems to want you to go so bad." I say on the verge of tears
"If you are fucking her then this is done.no more visits,no more texts,no nothing. You don't even have to say it, all you have to do is walk out the door" I say as I come closer to his face
he just looks me in the eyes having a hurt expression on his face. as soon as I blink I open my eyes to him walking towards the door leaving. He closes the door and hot tears run down my face, I regret doing that.
I run out the door and run in the elevator pressing the lobby button once I get there I go outside of my apartment and I see the girl and vinnie kissing on the sidewalk. The girl sees me staring and she stops and looks at me making vinnie turn and see me.
I turn around and walk back into my apartment telling the lady in the front desk to never let vinnie visit me again and she nods.I get to my apartment finding alcohol and I chug it,kinda burns.
But not as much as my heart does.
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Hope you like it
did not proofread
