TW:SH,ATTEMPT SUICIDE
Warning: sad shit
This is cringe👩🦲
"Please just let me come home please" I begged
sobbing over the phone "y/n listen to me"
"Leave me the fuck alone"
He hung up...
Your probably are wondering how did we get to this situation of me crying by myself sitting on top
of a swing...well it's a long story
3 HOURS BEFORE
Bold is y/n mind
I was in my bed thinking to much wondering what vinnie was doing. We got into a fight like usual, I was the one who always apologized first
But I was kinda expecting him to come to me first since the argument was his fault. He was talking to nailea being flirty and he always knew I was insecure when it came to her
But he didn't care he continued to talk to her when I have told him multiple times
But it's fine Vinnie cant live without me or can he.
He can he doesn't fucking like you ur a bitch a emotional little bitch who has attachment issues he doesn't like you
but he told me he loves me
he hasn't told you he loved you in months you think he still loves you? Your pathetic
but at least he still loved me at least once
look at the girls he has history with pretty, perfect body, no mental issues,funny perfect personality. That's nothing like you, your fucked up in the head, your hair is a mess, your room is a mess,you have no sense of humor.he never loved you he took you because he felt bad
"STOP" I shout covering my ears like I can stop all the negative thoughts. But unfortunately you can't it's you not someone else
It's been 24 hours since our fight and I haven't got a text or call, it's currently 9:34pm and we have gone so long without talking and that's why I'm scared
We have stopped talking for a week but it was his choice because I called and texted him but all he did was decline my calls and leave my texts on read that was the scariest week of my life I can't loose him
I didn't want to text or call him because I don't want to bother him and it kinda hurts to see he that he leaves me on read
I decide to take a walk because that helps me relax and release my stress. I put some shoes on and a my- well... vinnies sweater on and go outside
I walk and go to my favorite spot were I took vinnie it was a cliff that had a perfect view of stars. I lay down and just think it's peaceful but I miss vinnie
I think I am just being negative I hate when my mind gets the best of me, this is the first day so maybe he just needs some space he will call me eventually
Everything will be ok...I will be ok
TIME SKIP 4 MONTHS
well guess i was kinda right everything was going good until vinnie accused me of cheating because I was talking to my guy best friend
We argued and argued until he said words I never thought he would say
FLASHBACK
