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WARNING:DRINKING
cringe warning
sad shit
Vinnie and I have been friends for 17 years 14 days and 12 hours,I've always had the biggest crush on him I mean who wouldn't I'm not just saying this for his looks either but his heart is the most beautiful thing ever
I've had a crush on him before he got all the tattoo's and abs.I have been deciding if I should ask him out and I really do I'm just really scared.I've been trying to get myself to do it for about 3 months and I get scared every time.
Right now vinnie and I are at the mall and we are at the Disney store we were looking around laughing our asses off not caring about how loud we were since the store was kinda empty. A blonde headed girl walks into the store with a little girl who looks like a mini version of her.
Vinnie immediately looks at her and I swear I saw his eyes light up he had the biggest smile on his face his smile was so beautiful why couldn't he look at me like that? I get his attention by tapping him on the arm and he is still looking at her
"I'm gonna go shoot my shot do you think she likes me?" he looks at me waiting for an answer. It's adorable how we is so excited I just wish that he would get excited like that with me.
"Y/n?" I snap out of my thoughts and I look at him while he is fixing himself up "umm..I don't know" I really don't want him to go "you don't think I got this?" he has a small frown on his face "no no no it's not that I just don't know" I reassure him
"okay I'm gonna go talk to her wish me luck" he starts walking over to her. I see her turn her head she lightly smiles and then looks down on I believe her little sister,she nods and I see them hug.
I see vinnie walking toward me with a such a big smile that it makes me smile seeing him to happy "oh my good y/n she smells so nice and she smiled at me did you see her smile at me" he slightly shakes me "yea she looked very happy" I smile bigger
"She gave me her number she wants to hang out later I need to get ready" my smile slowly fades.I was gonna tell him about my feelings and open up to him this time I was actually confident I was gonna do it well not anymore.
He pulls my arm and drags me out the store rushing to get in the car and go home.All the ride home he was talking about their conversation and how he can see this one is going far and how she is his dream girl, don't get me wrong I'm happy he is happy but my heart physically hurt hearing him say all this things.
I've always wanted him to say those things to me. I want him to admire me and I love me as much as I admire him and love him. We get to his house and he immediately goes and takes a shower. As I look around I see all the pictures of us but,something about the photo of us roller skating is my favorite.
I remember me falling and vinnie falling with me so I don't feel bad that I fell we were only 6 year old little kids just trying to have fun. I then see vinnie out in outfit and his hair is wet. God why cant he just look at me the way he looked at her.
He is making me choose all these decisions because he wants to look his absolute best for me I mean her he wants to look good for her. I hear his phone ring and he answers it immediately once again having the biggest smile on his face.
Once the call was done he got all of his stuff and just left without even looking or saying bye to me.I look at the photo again and take it because I have a feeling I won't see him as much.
1 week later...
Hey it's vinnie I'm a little bus-
ugh voicemail
