If Only I Could Write You As A Poem

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If only I could write you as a poem
I would weave the alphabets from the kernel of my heart that's sprouting tiny buds of your love, waiting to be watered, to grow into words, that I would then, carefully mend into half expressed sentences...

Half, because I can never fully explain how much I want to dive in the chaos, leaving behind determinism, even though I know that the latter is the truth, but I want to live even the false with you, if that's what it takes to be with you...

you do leave my mind full of ups and downs, with laughs and frowns, that it almost feels like a roller coaster...
I want those unevenness to be laid down as rhythm and metaphor...
That's not inevitable.. I love to be uneven with you....
(Cause something perfect seems fake to me.... )
The emotions that will wrap me warm on those cold nights, that blanket of rhymes I'll sew...

If only I could write you as a poem,
I would chose the metaphors from your breath that slightly caresses my neck as you come closer to me
I would hum you all day along while I cook, draw or write, and feel you to myself as no one see....
I would not make you into a love poem, as it would sound cliche,
I would rather make you a part of my emotions that resides in poems anyway...

You...
You are a quote, a parody, a sarcasm, and also an erotica filled with pleasures..
You reside in my mind, thrusting deep into my consciousness, make me reach my heights, and shatter down back to you, that leaves me with nothing but an urge to create a life-full poem... Which is my true treasures...

You're the ignite to my fantasies
You're the anticipation to my thrillers..
You're the secret to my dark mysteries..
You're the charm to love poems...
You reside in every word, every rhyme, every notion...
You're the reason I write, and you're the reality to my imagination... !

- Highroad Fairy 🧚

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