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Lila's P.O.V
It had been a week since I left Harry. Each day, I began falling more and more in love with Niall. With that, I felt more and more guilty about doing this to Harry. This was hurting me more than it would hurt him. Niall was just so sweet and innocent, and he knew how to treat a girl. Why did I miss Harry so much? Maybe it was the dimples? Or maybe his eyes? Could it possibly be that I just love every part of him? I had no idea. There was no point in feeling guilty, I belonged with Niall. Didn't I? Each day, Harry had called me at least 15 times. Maybe that's why I felt so guilty. He was still waiting for me, waiting on my return. But I was more confused than ever, and had no idea what to do.
A knock on my bedroom door broke my train of thought. "Come in!" I yelled. The door opened and Niall stood in the doorframe. "Hey Lilac! Let's go eat breakfast somewhere!" At the thought of food, my stomach grumbled. I nodded yes and got up. I walked over to Niall and kissed his lips, before pushing past him. "Let's go slow poke!!" I said over my shoulder. From my bedroom, I heard laughter. Niall's laugh was so cute. It just made you feel happy and it was comforting.
We piled into Niall's car, and turned the radio on full blast. In my opinion, we would be that couple that everyone would be jealous. Niall and I just went together perfectly. On the radio, Va Va Voom was playing and we were belting out lyrics. Yes, the neighbors looked at us like we were retards, but we didn't care. We had each other. Soon, we pulled into Nandos. "Niall, I don't wanna eat here." I pouted and used the puppy dog face. Niall shook his head and chuckled. "It's okay love, Melody wanted to apologize for everything. So no worries." I nodded, still unsure about this whole situation. It's not like I could trust this two-faced bitch.
Hand in hand, we walked into Nandos. Melody was at the register. When she saw us a look of sadness crossed her face. I realized what a bitch I must look like. Waltzing in and stealing Niall, when she clearly liked him. I dropped Niall's hand. His eyes showed hurt and I felt like hugging him, but I couldn't. At least not if Melody was watching.
We sat down in the same exact booth we had the other day. Again, Melody walked over to our table. Instead of asking what we wanted to drink, she asked Niall to go so she could talk to me. Niall, of course, agreed. She scooted in beside me and began talking. "I just want to apologize. Jealously gets the best of me. I was seriously a bitch. You have no idea how much I liked Niall, and I was so upset because you were taking him away. I just, I'm sorry." Melody began getting choked up. I felt so bad do the poor girl. So, I hugged her. She was just as emotional as Niall. "It's okay. I forgive you. I would have acted the same way if I saw you taking him away from me." She nodded and wipe her eyes. Melody turned and hugged me. All was forgiven.
Melody had to get back to work, so she left. I felt horrible. Niall should have noticed how much Melody liked him. I didn't deserve Niall. I didn't deserve Harry. I deserved no one. I was such a bad person. Cheating on Harry, shattering Melody's dreams with Niall, and then leading Niall on. How come I kept digging a deeper hole? Problem after problem kept coming. There was nowhere to go.
In all honest truth, Niall only brought me her so I could make up with Melody. Typical guys. Thinking they can fix everything. Wish he could fix all my problems. We soon left and didn't even get any food. Instead, we went back to Niall's flat and made eggs and bacon. Two of my favorites. I set the table while Niall cooked. Honestly, I was afraid Niall would burn the house down. I loved him, but he sucked at cooking. He burnt the bacon and didn't fry the eggs long enough. So, I ate the food, even though it sucked. It's the thought that counts right? We finished up and cleaned the dishes. "Lilac, wanna watch a movie?" Niall asked. "I'd love to!" Movie days were best. You could just sit and eat. My best skills. Finally, we decided on watching Forrest Gump. One of our all time favorites.
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