Misery -Harry Styles Fanfic-

Chapter 9

A/N: HI NIGGAS. SO IM WRITING THIS IN MY BATHTUB. WOO. ISN'T THAT CUTE? Anyways, thanks SOOO SOOO SOOO much for reading this. It seriously means the world. ily you americans or Brits or Zimbabweans. Your da bomb. This will be from Lila's P.O.V and possibly Niall's? Idk yet. Undecided.

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Lila's P.O.V

What the fuck was this? A fucking whore coming in and fucking Niall when she knows I love him. This Taylor chick was NOT on my list of favorite people right now. "NIALL YOU BITCH. HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?" I was soo pissed. Like seriously, you invite in your ex and you have sex. Yeah, that's not cute. Hot, scalding tears streamed down my face. I ran back outside and sat in the grass. Karma was seriously a bitch. My vision blurred over and it became harder to swallow. Is this really what I deserved? Now I know how Harry felt. I'm such a bastard.

For about 15 minutes I sat outside. I tried to hold my self together, but it wasn't happening. My heart was broken. From in the house, I heard yelling. It was obviously Harry and Niall. I didn't even have the heart to stop them. Today couldn't get any worse. If it did, then I'm pretty sure I would die. I finally found my composure. To waste time, I began walking around the house. I needed to clear my mind. This was really hard. How could I possibly love Niall? I mean, Harry's the one I want. Isn't he? Tears began streaming down my face yet again. I was so emotionally unstable.

As I walked around the house, I heard someone crying. On the ground sat Melody. Her mascara ran down her face and her eyeliner was smeared. She looked like a mess. I felt horrible. Had she seen what I had? Melody looked up and she tried to smile. The look on her face made me cry. She was broken and I knew exactly how it felt. "Is it okay if I sit?" She nodded yes while trying to clean up. "Did you see Niall and Taylor too?" She burst into tears and stuttered out, "H-he... I thought... S-she's such a whore." All I wanted to do was hug her. She didn't deserve to feel like this. She isn't done anything, it was me who deserved this.

Together, we cried and cried. I began singing a song Harry had written ages ago. "I'm broken do you hear me? I'm blinded, but you are everything I see. I'm dancin' alone. I'm prayin' that your heart will just turn around." Melody turned to me an smiled. "That was good. Did you write that?" I shook my head no. "Actually, my boyfriend Harry did." She looked surprised. "Wow, he's talented." I laughed. In a way, I guess he is. The door opened to the house and footsteps were coming closer. Arms wrapped around me and I took in Harry's scent. Smelling him and feeling him made me want to cry again.

"It's okay baby. He can't hurt you, I'm here." His voice relaxed me and assured me that nothing bad was goo to happen. I liked that feeling. Security. I haven't felt secure since ages ago. Since Harry used to love me. Since high school. Since my parents deaths. Now that feeling was back. It was tugging at my gut and it made me feel warm inside. I liked this feeling. I liked it a lot. It made you want to love as if they would catch you when you fell. Made you want to smile everyday. It made me want to forget all the bad memories and start over. I realized that this is where I belonged, laying in Harry's arms. This is what was truly best for me. This was love.

Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Melody. She looked slightly jealous of Harry and I, but that was okay. I wanted people to be jealous. I wanted them to want what we have. This was everything anyone could want. Again, the door to Niall's flat was opened. Taylor stomped out, swearing and crying. It felt kind if good to see her upset. I smirked. Harry chuckled. His eyes were a bit darker than usual but his dimples were prominent. They were the biggest turn on, like ever. I leaned into Harry and kissed him. He took a split second before kissing back. My hands interlocked behind his neck and I pulled him closer. Harry's hands wrapped around my waist and he pulled me in closer. Melody cleared her throat, and we let each other go. I longed for us to be one and to feel Harry's touch. But that would have to wait.

"I'd better be going." Melody felt awkward. It was plastered across her face. She didn't know what to say or do. I hugged her goodbye and she walked down the street. I assumed that she lived down the street. "Princess?" I looked in Harry's direction. He was smiling. His dimples drew me in. "Can we go? I'm ready to go home." Harry winked. I knew exactly why he wanted to go home. I pushed all sexual thoughts aside. First, I had to face Niall.

Harry took my hand and squeezed it. I was nervous. What if he hated me now? What if I really was a charity case? What if he had been with Taylor this whole time? So many questions filtered through my head. They were all soon going to be answered. I took in a deep breath and opened the front door.

The house was a wreck. Something had happened. Pictures lay strewn in the floor. A vase lay broke on the floor and Niall was sitting on the couch bawling. He needed someone, he needed me. I look to Harry for guidance. He nodded at me. Again, I took in a deep breath. Shakily, I walked to Niall. He looked up. His eyes were puffy and they were a clear, crystal blue. He was broken. I wasn't sure by whom though. Possibly me. Or maybe even Taylor. Or Harry could've done this? I didn't have the slightest clue.

Niall motioned for me to sit down beside him. I sat. "Lilac, I... I'm... I didn't mean... I love you." His words cut through me. At the door, Harry tensed up. Tears welled up in my eyes. "Niall, I'm sorry. I love you too, but not like that. I only want us to be friends especially after..." My voice trailed off. I wanted to forget earlier, not bring it back up. Niall began crying again. I felt like a bastard for hurting him.

"Please don't hate me Niall. I need to go home with Harry." Niall hugged me. "Promise me you'll call? I'm going to miss you too much Lilac." We loaded everything into the back of Harry's car. I pecked Niall's before I got into the car. A huge smile spread across his face. It felt good to see him smile again. "Don't forget about Melody!" I yelled back towards Niall as we pulled out of the driveway. He gave me a thumbs up. He had heard me.

The car cruised down the road. We turned on the radio and we singing along with Carly Rae Jepsen's Call Me Maybe. This was beautiful. Every bit of this was. I wanted to put this moment on replay forever. Harry was perfect, this was perfect, we were perfect. "..SO CALLED MAYBE." It was cute how we acted like kids. I missed this. I missed this so much.

It was going on 19:00, it took about 3 hours to get back to Harry's flat. I took a nap and just chilled with Harry in the car. Harry looked at me. "Lila, I love you." He smiled at me with his dimples. I smiled back. "I love you too." His hand found mine and our fingers became intwined. They fit perfectly.

The road became for familiar. All the shops and restaurants looked like ones I knew. We were close to home. We passed a club. Drunk people were everywhere. I personally hated getting wasted. Hangovers sucked ass. Seeing drunk people made me queasy. A drunk driver killed my parents, so I never drove under the influence. We cruised down the road and turned down a road. That's when all hell broke loose.

Before I could blink, our car was flipped over on its side. I tried yelling out to Harry, but nothing came out. Someone came running over to the car. Harry's hand was still intwined in mine. Was he okay? "H-harry?" My voice didn't sound like mine. It came from deep within. My neck hurt and my head was throbbing. "HELP!" My voice cracked as I yelled. I was scared and I was alone. Bright lights and sirens soon surrounded me. The used the jaws of life to open the car. The lights blinded me. I was loaded into a stretcher. Harry was beside me, CPR being performed. Tears streamed down my face. That was the last thing I saw. I blacked out.

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A/N: OOOH CLIFFHANGER. So next chappie soon. Read my nigga @NarrysWh0re 's fanfic. It's swell. Vote and comment lovelies. Ily xx

-Rachel